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disappointment

2011-05-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

SO disappointed with my dear dear.. told him so many times lik talking to the wall.. he nv listen.. stubborn.. make mi angry oly.. make mi wait for him to reply even though he doe i hates it.. say he slping nap also cn say rite.. go out fren with also nv reply.. at home also reply late.. at work also nv reply.. since he cnt be bothered, from now on, i also cannot be bothered le.. tired just repeating myself.. so I just sms him only when i tink i am free.. not going to tell mi when i nap also.. just let him wait for his sms..

last nite found out tat he isnt honest with mi also.. though to some ppl its a small matter but i hate liars.. no matter big or small.. he pretend he is slping while he is watching show.. hu doe how long he has been doing tat pretense.. his excuse was i knew u will be angry so wan slp late tat time just sms early first.. wow.. wat gd excuse.. as long as he tink i will get angry den he got the reason to lie? Den next time i also do the same lol.. i go out with fren or wat late slp late den i just lie lol.. knew he will be angry ma.. den next time go out with gal or fren late go home also will lie and say reach home le lol.. so say go out with oly guy fren.. sometimes he go out with fren already didnt say truth le.. at first say go out with guy den in the end also got gal.. say oly when i found out and ask.. den say is last min decision.. if i nv find out den don nid say lol.. off also nv say off when de.. until i found out ask den say.. next time i den don believe wat he say..

last week someting happen not just embarassment, plus devastating and frustration.. I really really really wan to send him to hell.. stab him straight in his heart and nv c him again.. jail is not enough for ppl hu are pervert.. someting that i feel lik having a anmesia and nv wan to rmb no matter wat it takes.. someting i will nv forget.. and i hope tat he die a horrible death.. best got his eyes dug out.. u cn nv imagine so it will feels.. his eyes just staring at u while u looking at him and he doesnt feels apologetic at all.. don c him take any action fast enough but oly do it slowly.. saying he didnt do on purpose.. ya rite.. hu will believe.. physotic pervert.. I nv nv nv wan to c him in my next next next and next life.. though not gd to post here as if someone c it he may feel very sad but i cnt be bothered.. ppl lik him should get torture terribly in hell.. and he can still lie through his teeth and say someting tat even dumb ppl doe it isnt true.. I really cnt explain my frustration.. it makes my blood boil and agitated even to just type it..

I cant save my hamsters

2011-02-23T02:27:00.002+08:00

Up til now, I don tink my hamster died a peaceful death.. They die by illness, injuries and accident.. And all I could do is to stand there and watch them suffer.. Like my fav one, mommy ham ham with her infected eye.. lost her sight for a while.. suffering even after a surgery.. and nth tat i could do to save her.. Sometimes I wonder if we keep her better in better bedding and better condition she wont have it.. Everytime it just come to someting call money.. which means mi frustrated.. If cannot keep a pet in good condition then don keep one.. Father died because of a fight and he too suffered from his injured leg.. I wonder it is fracture or what.. But he is strong.. and still he die suffering with nth I can help to save.. Then there is female kid escape from the cage.. and accidents here and there choke to dealth by the house opening, squash and babies born not even lived a day..
however, one die last sunday.. even gender is unsure but i guess its male.. and died with mi around.. and its my fault.. He was fighting with another one or bully and beaten.. his squeak and shout but I took no notice and pay no attention til it was too late.. If i went to take a glance, just one glance, he wont be suffering till death and wont even die.. I will be able to save him.. But I didnt and it too late and I wasnt be able to help him after tat.. oly able to watch him suffer.. his face covered with red blood and blood and cuts on his back.. and his limping and not being able to move much.. couching himself together.. But he is still breathing.. I tot he may be able to survive cause they recover fast.. but I tink the injuries are too serious for him and I don even doe wat to do for his bleeding wounds.. I cant help at all to make him better.. and I wasnt even given the chance to nurse him back to health although not sure how, I was planning to stand by his side and protect him.. but he died before tat..
So now I just hope tat one of them get her eyes recover totally.. and the rest died peacefully and without accident or illness.. All those who died from accidents and illnesss and none tat I can save.. Tis will be in memory of them every single one.. never forgotten..

relation-tired

2011-02-18T03:12:00.003+08:00

relationship really can make u tired.. physically and mentally.. Make u doesnt wan to care more abt anything.. even tired to continue a quarrel or argument.. maybe its the work of being upset.. make mi feel hate.. making my heart not stable.. making mi don doe to hope or not to hope.. make mi wonder over and over again abt it.. make mi wonder how long cn it last.. make mi wonder how long it can stay on.. having to repeat mistakes over and over.. having to getting hurt again and again.. make mi tink wat is the point..
however, the most irritating part is what to do? one side gd one side bad.. gd can be very gd while bad can be untolerable.. seriously, wat can be done? staying on and tolerating hoping that it will soon be over and past and gd days will cme cause we all know fresh in the mind tat the same ting will still repeats.. being awake and keep it shut.. being awake will tell u tis time is gone but when will the next cme? and whether I could still continue when it comes? how long u wan to tolerate.. in future there is still going to be prob much worse than this.. must well give up.. while keeping it shut will say since its so long liao just continue.. u doe tat tis is wat u wanted.. just a little tolerance will do.. tis kind of ting confirm will matter de wat.. without it relationship wont get stronger..
but still y cant it stop repeating? does it really make it stronger.. some how to me i don c it stronger.. maybe it does but i just don c it.. i just c that it makes ppl feel sick, feel irritated and feel much worse hurt than previous when it comes.. every single time it come it adds on and heavier to carry and continue.. there is one way to stop and i hope i don cme to tat way because i don wan to.. so pls.. pls stop pushing.. its already very close.. just a bit more and i feel tat i'm falling apart or maybe i'm already start to fall apart.. so pls.. i'm already pushing it backward to retain.. but y keep pushing forward.. stop pushing forward..

Happy Birthday

2010-12-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

today is my birthday.. yay.. celebrate with my best best best fren dor.. went to bugis to buy my pants and shop a few other things.. Then go plaza sing to buy skirt and dress.. lucky for mi before tat i didnt buy the dress now gt 50 percent off.. wow!!! after tat actually still wan go pasir ris catch guppy de.. ut dor say she very tired wan to go find her bf.. so too bad i cme back home eat my mum cook for mi de two egg mee suan.. haha den she ask mi wan go buy cake.. rush down to nex to buy a cake from swiss bake hazelnut crunch.. not bad but wonder whether it is the same as sam birthday tat cake.. mum say not very nice still prefer the angie the choice.. hai.. and go yoga late after tat..

sad ting today is dear nv celebrate with mi.. and he oly coming back on the sunday.. sob sob.. so long.. wonder whether will miss his birthday too.. his present still waiting for him to cme back and buy together.. waiting for Sam dear dear's home cook birthday treat.. haha.. so contradicting.. hope he faster cme back but don wan schol reopen to cme fast.. which falls on the next day.. lol!! hai..

irresponsible owners

2010-12-03T09:26:00.002+08:00

Dear pet owners, think whether u or ur family treat ur pets well.. Pets have emotions too.. Put urself in their shoes and c if u r happy when someone treat u the same way as how u or ur family treat them.. if not, please do not torture them or end up giving their lives away.. Don't buy pet if u cnt be responsible or treat them well.. Save animals from torturing and cruelty or may u be torture by ur revenge pets..

some owner or their family are so cruel.. they tink that pets are just some doll or toy and start hitting them when they are angry.. or cause them to an accidental or purposely kill by u.. their lives are not for u to waste it.. If u cnt be careful around them and treat them well dont buy pets.. else u will get what u deserve soon..

malaysia

2010-11-22T09:53:00.003+08:00

first time go malaysia without my mum and without my school.. but with my bf and frens.. haha.. went in go eat bah ku teh.. very nice.. but the aunty bluff mi.. say put mix inside the soup but i don c one piece of kidney in the soup.. but still nice.. and she forgot out you tiao.. we also forgot.. until after finish le then rmb my you tiao gone.. then go beside de shop bought a cuttlefish.. those liu yu.. after that we go holiday inn buy couple tees.. at last got our couple tees and the sizes.. tat shop de is print for u de.. but nid wait a while den cn get.. bought one cookie monster shirt for my baby nephew also.. very cheap de.. lose to dear dear in sissors paper stone.. so i took the one tat is nv eat rice oly wash bowl.. dear take the oly eat rice nv wash bowl.. so sad..

fishing

2010-11-20T23:52:00.003+08:00

today fishing trip in all bad luck got a little gd luck.. reach there not a while rain till very heavy.. although i lik it better than sunny.. haha.. to me still gd luck.. just hated the wet part.. after that, we caught a big crab.. so many crab net there, no one caught while we accidentally caught one big de using fish rod.. haha.. contradicting.. rain so heavy tat the further ship very blur.. like ghost ship.. eat my fav seafood today.. stingray and sotong.. tomolo going malaysia.. finally without my mum with my friends not for school.. excited, looking forward..

life now

2010-11-18T09:48:00.003+08:00

tues went to c my aby nephew.. so cute..
1st watch abt 3 hours of hi 5 barney etc with him.. haha.. so sian
2nd walk 5 storey of stairs.
3rd cry cause no hi 5 watch.. mum don allow him watch
4th slp while an ant crawl on my stomach.. lol

Ytd went out with dear.. watch harry potter and eat some hong kong cafe.. couldnt slp well last nite also.. hai.. mum nag abt covering my head with a blanket.. but i lik.. haha.. today schol sian.. overslept by 15 min.. but nt late.. haha..

Guess which pic is the lastest and which is the youngest

holiday

2010-09-20T03:35:00.002+08:00

holiday again.. rearing fishes.. goldfish for now.. killed many although but don wan to give up..
today went robinson buy stuff.. hai starting my saving plan.. spend too many le.. spend more than earn.. went ktv.. eat ex food, tis and tat.. go prawning.. 1 h catch one.. sad cause raining.. tuition.. am happy cause have improve relationship with the prob boi.. as least not the hard way.. someting call chi ruan bu chi ying.. One ting tat i still don doe.. my career.. hai after poly don doe wat to do.. always one step at a time.. no uni den work ba.. that the ting.. or maybe just work den after that study.. cause no studying mood also.. maybe work is a better way but definitely not sales line.. nv..

failure

2010-07-26T10:20:00.002+08:00

ytd went out with dear dear.. first stop is potong pasir.. wan to eat joce recommend de prata.. however sad it is close.. so on my way to go chinatown for another recommendation cheese bread, I saw a small kodomo dragon crawling on the grass up the slope.. sadly didnt get to take a pic.. after tat, went chinatown could not get my cheese bread.. sold out le.. but get the famous yong tau fu.. dear dear queue.. haha.. so unlucky de.. everyting i wan also don hav.. after tat go orchard take loreal watch also cnt.. office hours.. not open.. got a iron for my hse..

sat went out also.. wanted to catch guppies at pasir ris.. instead went fish spa.. cause catch guppies trip fail.. close liao.. hai.. we walk all the way from the inter to the fish ting.. so far.. but there de fish spa cheap.. 30 min oly 10 dollar.. but there e fish big big de at first put in so itchy haha.. dear also don dare put in.. haha.. dear scared of fishes.. nibbing his feet.. he say one whole swarm of black black the fishes at ur leg very disgusting.. haha.. last 10 min i put my hand in also.. cn feel lik they biting mi.. werid but fun..

wow wow

2010-07-20T00:56:00.003+08:00

3 months since i updated it.. wow.. busy with stuff now slow internet at home, proj, tuition playing with my baby newphew.. one year plus walking already but still blabbering.. talking kiddo language.. today staying at my ah yi hse.. tomolo wake up cn play with him le haha..

1st update - moving hse back to hougang or maybe already did
2nd update - proj in a rush trying to finish up ASAP.. cause the ending is near
3rd update - ut not bad but tink second ut for financial will sucks.
4th update - opening a hse warming party.. wish it go well
5th update teaching a pri 4 attitude boy which is getting on my nerves doesnt doe how to help him..
6th update - two other pri 2 is still not bad girl works slow motion.. or too slow motion and guy english sucks.. wish I helps..
7th update - pri 3 boy too talkative distracting others maybe all are..
8th update pri 2 girl at yishun.. smart hate studying i mean hu don most does.. her present she wanted water color pencils?? and 24 in quantity..
9th update - dear just told mi nite for the second time..
10th update - fyp team sucks.. proj sucks.. wish them could buck up and pls pls don drag mi.. i did a lot for it..
11th update - dear maybe going brunei for 1 YEAR.. if so will miss him.. hai no way to decide of course i wan mi but going may allow him hav better future.
12th update - worse face to face fight fall last sat.. bad quarrel yap.. lucky it ended fast..
13th update - joce birthday coming.. wat should we do?? birthday party?? presents??
14th update - going get a video camera for myself soon.. waa. nice.. cuase i bought a tv and free camera... wahaha.. although some what nt tat useful to mi la.. when do i take photos??

some thinking

2010-04-24T14:30:00.004+08:00

today I thinking that some kind of tin or sometimes, not knowing abt the truth is better than knowing or worst pretending tat u doesnt doe, not sad and nt hurt.. at least if u doesnt doe, u feel much happier.. its always better than feeling hurt like a hole at will not close up or even if it doesthere will still be stitches.. nv knowing when it will be tear apart again.. always fearing of it tearing apart.. not knowing wont make u lose ur happiness make u pessimistic.. it makes u still cheerful lik u originally was.. but tat oly if u nv had known the truth even til u r dead.. so u wont feel hurt as u nv de tat wat u have seen and known was actually just a false image.. however we doe that the truth always get reveal no matter how and no matter wat so wat for hiding it when it will still be reveal somehow and someday.. it the dumbest tink i tink they do.. or worst dare to do, dare to lie but do not dare to admit.. the most coward and intolerable ting in my life.. so therefore as a warning, whoever hurt mi deep or lie to mi, will be drive out of my life and nt given another chance.. no pitiness and nt even getting close to mi.. cause tat wat u do to mi and tat wat u will receive.. don say it cold hearted cause i don tink they have too.. it wat they deserve..

scholing

2010-04-16T10:06:00.003+08:00

schol start le.. yay.. new sems new fren.. no more long slping time.. sian.. one day in schol ytd i overslp late til very very late.. the faci after class still ask mi y late.. today go wrong class start schol two day also late damn sian.. wish the faci don mark late lol.. every class tat i have gt someone same class as mi.. at least still better.. facijust said nt going mark late.. yes..

holiday time

2010-03-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

every long nv write my blog le..

last sat went dear hse watch some show.. i tink is little mermaid 2.. went out with dear and fren in late afternoon.. went pongol end to fish.. it very long since i went there.. don doe whether to entrance was a different place or they have changed.. last time we go it was different.. had a security guard there and a bus stop.. anyway, it was super hot.. wish I had a air con always beside mi.. we had a few fishes.. all small small fishes.. at nite was the best time.. strong wind so cooling.. but very dark.. don lik it.. playing songs and looking at the sea.. some boat light from across.. view so nice.. after tat went eat at 401.. past hse kopitiam.. miss the food there.. get to eat my fav hokkien mee which i already used to eating there de ad nice rojak.. haha.. a big smile for it.. =).. last went to marina barage.. nite view very nice although oly get to admire for a little time.. crowded.. but nice.. kite in light string with light lik flashing stars.. and of course some real stars too.. was late go home cause we had lost our way.. went into the newton circle for don doe how many times wondering which way to get out.. hai.. 6ppl in the car including mi could rmb which route we just taken and went in again.. struck there for a while.. but still thx them for driving mi home and also wasting their time.. they still went back to look for the rite path when i reach home.. haha

sun: nid to refresh my memory a bit... went to eat arnold chicken i tink if tat the correct name.. and then my fav smelly toufu.. dear could not stop complaining.. the rite word he use for it "dog poo".. "nv going there ever again.. oly tis once for u.. " haha.. he doe where it is and i don.. craving for it for very long since there is no nite market i went tat has it.. went marina shop a bit.. stop at the soft toy catching machine for a little time.. went bugis played some arcade machine and then shop for some nice short it for our anni present.. he say i cn 'ka' him since it for our anni.. but i tink better not and then he had camp the next day so .. home sweet home..

tues: slp till very late as usual.. 2.30. watch some shows.. went to a some sort of wedding type dinner which is a temple event.. in the open air grass land in front of my hse.. my table are all grandma, old aunties.. starting with quarrelling shouting about seats.. i said i book this 3 seats blah blah blah.. then dinner started at 9.. lucky i ate porridge first.. some flies here and there.. anyway i saw a fly struck on the mayo prawn and the aunty opp mi ate it.. omg.. didnt dare to tell her.. dishes serve super slowly.. and then my ah ma stop eating and all aunties started looking at the aunty next table.. gossiping.. last dessert.. ice cream.. my ah ma's share was taken by some kiasu aunt who try to tabao as many as she cn home.. so she was complaining to fren on the way home.. haha.. at least there is still one.. she cant eat ice cream anyway.. it still for mi or my mum.. i don mind oly having one.. cn still share.. don lik ice cream tat much either.. having flu today.. and writing tis post is making mi dehydrating.. going slp with my nice fan..

upload pics when i am free and interent working again.. which i hope soon..

valentine time n new year

2010-02-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

valentine was on new year.. however had a postpon one.. so valentine.. went for k.. i suggested or wanted it.. dear bought mi a anklet for valentine.. and i bought a set of couple clothes for him.. and of course myself too.. had a good singing time.. he sing happy valentine to mi too.. don doe whether it was planned or not..

new year was the time for our relative reunion.. although we still have it often.. play some cards.. and win.. ate steamboat together.. played mahjong don doe on which day and won 16 dollars again.. although we play lik 20 cents..

new year 3rd day i tink.. i went to dear hse to bai nian.. but sadly no one was at home.. too bad.. den he cme over to my hse.. actually was he first den mi but tat nite going my da yi hse.. so.. den he come over.. went to my da yi hse with mi.. although it wasnt for long den he had to go home.. next day has camp.. but still glad cause it was his first officially meeting relatives and family day.. haha.. although don doe wat my mum was tinking.. probably afraid tat i might get hurt.. so she will say sometimes.. he is just ur fren.. don put too much feeling in it.. he is not very important blah blah blah.. and sometimes she will say a diff story.. so,, don even doe whether she did admit tat he is my bf or not..

before new year some day couldnt rmb.. went steamboat with my fren.. ann, sharon, ivan alvin zi qian and her bf.. they ate very little.. so surprisingly.. and after tat took a taxi to ann hse.. was tolerating in the cab cause i in nid of going to toliet.. after alighting one funny ting happen.. ivan went ahead first and i ran from behind.. urgent for toliet he started running too.. and ann also.. confused, i stop.. den i realise tat he tot i was running just to pay back the taxi fare tat he paid.. haha.. so dumb.. of course i nt so dumb.. run after him doesnt mean he will accepted.. we have our own stubborn ways.. haha.. and i did get it in his wallet after all.. which means.. gals win.. joce, and rebecca join.. and ann fren.. after joce rebecca and sharon left,, we played mahjong.. staying overnite at her hse anyway.. lose a little money but lot of my beauty slp.. went to bed oly at 6 plus and woke at 10 plus 11 i tink.. tat was also the day when my dear was mad at mi for nt telling him earlier tat i was at fren hse and staying over.. sort out in the end also..

new year time pass fast and soon it will be over..

UT

2010-02-06T12:24:00.002+08:00

UT week.. super sian.. now in holiday mood liao.. no mood to study.. wish faster finish ut.. valentine coming le.. still haven plan yet.. don doe wat to buy.. some more its on new year.. should brought forward to when? hai.. some more my china attachment also don doe going a not.. my fren still haven decide.. I also don wan go alone.. but don doe feel lik wasting a good chance.. its still a good experience.. some more we only fork out 640 and go 1 mth.. wish my fren decide to go..

no mood

2010-01-19T17:51:00.002+08:00

hai.. these few days so bad mood.. any small ting cn make mi super irritated tink should try to silent myself in case i get into a quarrel with someone.. no mood to do things at all.. also don doe wat i should do.. totally no mood to do anything.. so bored so sian and so lifeless.. no where to go.. same places always and now should save money liao.. not working any more.. oly one ting keeps mi excited and tat is abt moving into my new hse.. hopes it wont disappoint mi..

lousiest hotel ever

2010-01-02T19:46:00.003+08:00

the worst hotel ever.. my dear birthday and last min decision so i decided to go to book a room for a party.. what a cheater hotel.. room rates on internet is different from when you call and book and also different when u go down.. from 80++ increase drastically to 120++..wow!! went there to early so go back and reach at 3.. ask mi for a IC which i did not have den dor give him.. after printing keying etc and dor sign the form, time to pay.. they do not accept nets.. wat the hell.. nvm.. went to nearest atm to withdraw cme back and ha!! they say u 18?? 18 cnt check inoly 21 den cn.. then 18 also cnt overnight.. wth.. after so damn long den say tat.. after tat ask dear to go check in, dear ask him politely 18 cnt stay overnight? he say ya.. dor bf say will nv tell us earlier? he replied so sarcatically "u all didnt ask? did you all ask?? huh??" wat kind of lousy attitude is that? dont he doe that customer is always right? "wat cn we do?? it the govt law? 18 cnt stay overnight.. every hotel also is the same and every hotel also doe.. it the law.." my dear replied him"every hotel doe but doesnt mean every customer doe".. idiotic nv use brain staff: " if u don lik den just cancel the room lol!! u cn cancel it de!!" waa wat a gd way to increase ur company sales.. haha..
Conclusion: no matter u cme to travel or wat,, don ever go to windsor hotel.. worst attitude I ever seen..
PS: if ur company nid to be famous,, go and hire the staff he will definitely make ur company famous.. ha!! but of course not in a gd way..

videos

2009-11-30T19:38:00.010+08:00

today went dear hse.. c my hamster and watch some show.. damn lazy and bored to go school. help dear get some clothes that he forgt to bring in ns too.. took some ham ham videos and cute dog.. one is ham ham dreaming of eating.. or maybe he's eating upside down haha.. another is a dumb ham ham trying to squeeze through the gate of his cage and got squashed.. and some funny scenes.. not finish posting internet lag.. will continue when i have time..

tomolo is fri

2009-11-26T21:02:00.002+08:00

tomolo is friday I damn happy.. how should i plan my time with dear?? let say 8.30 reach his hse, after that play with ham ham watchsome show together den abt 1 go out.. go suntec find my stuff walk walk shopping, go carefour eat etc then go watch movie at 6 after eat snack shop and go home?? hai tink tomolo den say best.. hai..

ah ma birthday

2009-11-25T17:03:00.007+08:00

ytd was my ah ma birthday.. but we clebrate on sun.. when I reach home saw my cousins all cme over to celebrate.. waa.. gt oreo cake which is i tink chocolate.. gt a lot of good food.. now i at DIY speaker.. our team has the loudest voice.. unknown of the reason why.. even the person also don doe.. maybe is because of the notebook he say.. cause use mine the sound super soft.. haha.. power notebook.. gt some pic of the celebration.. includes my family, and greedy dog.. which is not supposed to eat.. haha.. fri coming looking forward to a happy time with my dear..

1 yr 8 mth

2009-11-15T10:33:00.004+08:00

ytd was our 1 yr and 8 mth.. have one of the best and most memorable day of my life.. =).. started first by going to eat pasta at pastamania.. called the wrong pizza.. sian.. taste lik bbq pork.. which is lik char siao bao.. eek.. nt nice.. was wondering wat was the pizza i called tat day with my friends.. ate two bowl of cream of tomato.. feel weird but taste nice.. haha.. after tat went watch movie.. before going out tamp has jennifer body but reach there don hav.. in the end watch paranormal activity.. if it is real story it would be damn scary.. tot it was in the first place.. after dear went home search the net it was actually a fake.. after movie went bugis.. was there cause dear wan maison.. but we were too full.. went walk walk ate mussels and mango strudel tat i bought for him.. went to the library couldnt find any book.. sit at the cinema had a storytelling.. and went kino.. after tat, i found my most fav earring.. haha.. dear bought for mi.. wahaha.. spend a lot of money on tat day.. next time must have some control.. although don feel lik parting but hai.. doe there will be more of these days coming.. today going to work.. so sian.. don feel lik going.. and sales rep haven confirm which place i going.. upload some of the pic. of my earring and christmas tree.

love u and miss u always..

sat's coming

2009-11-11T17:10:00.001+08:00

miss my dear dear.. he go in although its not like very long but feel like very very long nv c him le.. however feel quite happy cause sat is coming den cn meet him le.. we going out and its the 1 year and 8 mth anniversary.. where should we celebrate?? haha.. as every second pass feel so excited.. sat's coming.. yay..

punch card

2009-11-03T10:35:00.003+08:00

sian la.. laifu say ytd should hand up punch card liao den i nv hand up.. he say daniel call him and scold him say 30 ppl waiting for him for the punch card.. waa.. hui zi told mi tues last day de ma.. ask mi go up on tues.. so today i go up lol.. call her just now she say ok.. hai.. she say today must must must hand in punch card.. sian later must own self go hand punch card liao.. dear still in hospital mum say cnt go cause i sick.. miss my dear so much.. wish he is better now..

sick

2009-11-02T14:04:00.003+08:00

today in school damn bored.. topic very easy.. anyway, my cough is not done yet.. later going c doctor.. tomolo going to hand in punch card if cn go hospital c my dear dear..

hai.. today receive a msg that my dear went to hospital.. he has water in his lungs.. has x ray etc.. so ke lian for my dear.. have to stay in hospital.. make mi so worried.. wish my dear will get well very fast.. i so sad.. maybe wont be able to visit him in hospital.. but if i nt going i will call dear whether he alrite a nt..

hai..

2009-10-29T09:16:00.002+08:00

hai.. go for so many ce talk and all tat oly gt 13 point. the rest still nt up yet so sian.. so slow.. today is thurs.. the most sian and boring day.. hai.. after scholmum wan take mi eat porridge buffet i tink.. and i am treating her.. wish my stupid pay cme in fast.. should have a lot ba.. cause is take 2 mth whole salary and 1 comm..

schol

2009-10-20T15:52:00.004+08:00

so bored now.. tis faci always give mi a b.. sian la.. i wan get a.. aiyo.. saw a ce activity going to pulau tekong den i wan go cause dear is in there.. lucky i don hav ut on tat day.. at most skip class.. although i doe that may not c him la.. but still haha.. go in cn play with the guns and all tat.. should be quite fun.. c where my dear slp and all tat.. today i ate maggie mee.. so long nv eat liao.. nid to eat again..
At home: my ah ma having vegetarian period now.. so i cnt eat meat at home.. sob sob.. wan make sushi for my dear also cnt..
In class: now still presenting hai.. 3.55 le.. making mi feel bored in class.. bored bored bored.. today do html codes.. fri do again with php.. therefore.. one conclusion: DAMN BORED..

Dear in ns de days so boring lol and i miss him!!

my cousin baby video

2009-10-15T23:25:00.011+08:00

my cousin baby de video damn cute de.. can press next and see other.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=123964484700#/video/video.php?v=135667604700

some pic of him:

for more pic cn go:

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=101167&id=774774700&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=110018&id=774774700&ref=mf

schol

2009-10-12T20:25:00.002+08:00

start schol le.. haha.. today woke up oly at 9 which is obviously late.. so i nv go schol.. went to buy charger and get irritated by the stupid computer hp website which ia of no help at all.. den go to plaza sing for my dear hp warranty.. the person if update software den all memory will be erased.. don doe dear cn a nt den nv do.. i now chionging my ce point.. looking forward to the sushi making de.. haha.. that day meryl birthday den went to her hse a while.. saw her gerbils.. tink hamster look cuter.. den went to jurong point instead of vivo.. den joy ate 2 bowl of dessert at a go.. oh my god.. she damn rich lol.. everyday eat dessert la, restaurant la.. very few c her eat kopitiam de.. sat woke up call, tot was supposed to go out of country den call my mum realising i gt the wrong day.. so told my sales rep and went to work.. tis sat den was the date..

reborn

2009-10-01T11:18:00.002+08:00

today i so dumb.. wake up so early and tired don doe for wat.. didnt estimated my timing properly keep tinking 12 go out.. hai.. should hav slp more..
ytd go reborn my hair.. forgt tat they gt pray den i buy double cheeseburger which is beef up to her hse.. she does not even doe abt the tradition.. cause she say is her husband pray de.. after tat play two rounds of pool with dear dear den go to the stupid new agency just to sign contract.. some more sign so many don doe for wat..
on tues went out with joy, joce ad yen xi to mind cafe.. it was quite cheap la.. oly 5 dollar from 2 - 6.. den 6 to close ladies nite.. the person very gd give us free flow of drink which is nt supposed to de.. just nice.. haha.. total cause mi 13 cause i eat a main course also.. den we go eat dessert.. i forgt wat is the same of shop le.. i eat cold steam egg with cookies.. nt bad just a little choke cause the cookie is powdery form.. joy call hot de den i tried her.. nicer cause gt more taste and sweeter.. so i bought hot de back for mum.. in the end don doe due to wat reason hers turn out to be very sweet when she eat.. maybe because it cool le.. haha..

pic from swimming..

2009-09-25T13:48:00.002+08:00

all these are pic taken after swimming at alvin's hse..

zoo time

2009-09-25T13:38:00.003+08:00

today went to zoo with sharon and ann.. gt a little shock by a small snake.. walking through the trial there a snake on the leaf with the leaf and bite position and i was just beside it.. gt a fright and start shouting gt snake and hug sharon arm very very tight.. the snake also don doe gt poison a nt.. its not caged lol.. first time a saw a snake.. mum say maybe its wild de ba.. don doe.. i oly doe i didnt get a bite.. so lucky.. i don dare walk tat path until a bunch of ah moh was looking at it and the snake started to back out.. den i faster walk past.. so scarey.. after that the most memorable de is c the otter.. so cute.. cause feeding time den they all crowd together den keep squealing.. after tat the zoo keeper cme and feed liao den they lik queueing up for food lik tat once taken den walk away.. gt one or two very greedy kepp asking for the food.. took a lots of photos for the animals.. second most cute de is the squirrel.. gt one sit at the glass there so damn cute lol. den ann gt took a few pic on it.. i told dear dear look at da fei but he say da fei cuter.. i tink the squirrel cuter.. haha.. den for the iguana or wat liward.. the pic taken has a very gd view.. haha.. will upload the pic once i get from ann..

do your bf love u??

2009-09-18T00:13:00.001+08:00

find any of the below ideas similar with your present boyfriend den you can rest assured that he truly loves you.
A man truly loves you if he makes you feel special by offering you flowers or any special item whenever you meet him. He would ring you not only at casual hours but also in odd hours�even at the dead of night. It is because he wants to feel your presence and would like to spend some moments with you. He would even sacrifice his other friends for you, because he values you more than anyone else. He would always pay heed to your words - what you say and what you feel. The sound of your television set may be at the peak but he would find way to listen your words. If you find that he shows interest in spending long times with you and talks to you more like a friend, you can obviously go further with him. If he is in love with you he would definitely feel for you and would arrange to spend special times with you. If you feel sick promptly tell him and observe how he reacts. He would definitely nurse you with great love and care, and would do exactly what is required at that moment.
for more: http://www.articlecube.com/Article/How-Do-I-Know-If-He-Truly-Loves-Me-/136218

to couples..

2009-09-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

tis is for couples.. found tis on a website..
Some people believe that it is caring to point out their partner's flaws - that it will help to make that person a better person. But the intent behind pointing out flaws is not loving - it is controlling.
By pointing out flaws, you hope that your partner will let go of the things that you don't like and become more the person you want him or her to be. Now, be honest with yourself - is it working?Your partner might have one of two major responses to your judgments.

He or she might try very hard to become what you want them to be, thereby losing themselves. You might find that the more your partner tries to comply with your wishes, the less attractive he or she becomes to you. People who give themselves up are generally seen as doormats - not as personally powerful and attractive people. So, while your partner might try to change to be what you think you want him or her to be, you might find yourself losing interest.

Your partner might be a person who hates being controlled - hates being told what to do and how to be. When this is the case, he or she might shut down to you, resisting being controlled by you.
for more go to : http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/is_your_partner_always_pointing_out_your_flaws

for couples ask urself tis question:
*Have you two turned into best friends?
* Are you comfortable together, not having to put on a front with each other?
* Have you created a cozy intimacy and understanding that no one else is allowed to enter?
* Does he prefer to just hang around with you at home, more and more?
* Does he treat you with respect and confide in you some of his secrets and fears?
* Does he trust you with some of his most tender and sensitive thoughts?
* Does he ask you for advice?
* Do you laugh together?
* Does he show you affection and thoughtfulness IN HIS OWN WAY? (Not your way)?
If you can honestly say yes to most of these probing questions, then this is probably TRUE LOVE. And yes, he really loves you.

bored and lazy..

2009-09-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

i feel so bored although facing the com the whole day.. i feel damn lazy to go out too.. don doe y.. just lazy.. ken ask mi go out but i don feel lik.. going to the same place.. nt orchard den bugis.. so bored too.. wonder if there is someting new.. i don understand y some ppl cn face the com almost 24 hours everyday.. maybe i am just nt those kind of ppl.. cause i feel super bored.. there is nth in the internet tat look so addictive or attractive to mi.. so boring..

ytd a terrible day

2009-09-15T13:43:00.005+08:00

ytd was a terrible day.. tot it will be a happy but it turns out to be upsetting and disappointing.. i don doe wat wrong with u.. u r complaining abt tis.. complaining abt tat.. complaining abt everyting.. it the first that seeing u complaining more than 10 times or even more than 20 times.. it also the first time it makes mi feel so uncared for feel that there is someting much more important than mi in ur mind/heart.. u make mi feel as if i shouldnt have meet u.. u don seem happy to c mi.. second as if u r sick of mi and third as if i am so nt gd enough for u tat u wan to complain so much.. and it makes mi feel so terrible and making mi pondering abt it last nite making mi unable to slp.. u ask mi to look at ur good points more than ur flaws but did u ever look at mine too better than my flaws.. since u cme back from malaysia u hav been complaining non stop..

maybe it because u r going to ns but i don understand wat abt ns can make u feel so uptight or worried for.. u saying tat ur friends, ur cousin or who has broke up with their gf/bf.. so wat.. no matter hu break up it is definitely nt us.. nt u and nt mi.. so have more faith and trust in mi and also in u.. how much did i ever complain abt u before and how much u r complaining abt mi.. maybe it is just abt fat tat i am complaining but i don feel abt it anymore.. no matter u r fat, tall, u have no hair when u go ns, i will still be accompaning u through every day.. accompaning u through ns through ur saddiest and happiest moment.. the least ting u have to be upset abt is meeting up.. no matter wat i will still squeeze time for u.. and i am sure u cn also.. even if we cnt meet, we cn still sms, u r still in my heart and i am in urs.. u have my pic i hav urs.. just look at it, tink abt the happy ting and feel tat i am just beside u.. and if u tink u cnt meet ur friend u don hav to worry too.. u don meet ur fren often too.. and look at ur friends hu r in ns.. they cn still meet up with friends, meet up with us, meet up with their gf.. so stop worrying and cheer up =)..

sad day..

2009-09-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

today is a sad day.. hai.. first ting.. actually tomolo wan go find dear dear de cause he cme back liao.. so so so so long nv c him le.. den my mum say tomolo she off.. i cnt go out must pei her go out.. sian.. go all those bo liao places.. i say dear tomolo coming back she say aiyo he cme back confirm very tired de la.. den sat and sun working also cnt meet liao lol.. hai.. stupid..

second ting.. dear tell mi ham ham die liao.. so sad.. i still so happy when dear cme back i cn c him also go his hse c ham ham how le.. den play with ham ham.. in the end haven c ham ham the last time den she go liao.. nv wait for mi.. sob sob.. hai.. wat stupid vet lai de.. pay so much go c vet in the end still die.. must well don go maybe my ham ham still cn survive very very long.. lousy..

third ting.. wan go reborn hair de.. but joce say she don doe whether wan go a nt.. cause she say her sis marry gt ask a hairdresser to cme make her hair.. cost 120 if she reborn den waste paying the hairdresser.. so she also don doe whether wan reborn a nt.. hai.. 2 days later den tell mi..

life without dear

2009-09-10T00:37:00.002+08:00

life without dear dear so bored.. hai.. just finish playing sushi games.. still gt one more day cause now is 12 le den cn c dear dear.. hai.. so miss him.. when he cme back must give him a big big tight hug liao.. wonder wat he gt for mi hehe.. now talk abt my activities..

ytd went out with ken, jasper, shi jie and yi wen.. go shopping.. first stop suntec.. bought a nice and cheap mouse oly 8.40.. using it now.. also bought a wallet.. orginal 33 now 23.. waa.. second stop bugis junction third stop illuma.. saw a music shop gt a lot of nice ting gt music de.. walk walk eat QQ mee and den blackout.. dots.. blackout quite long lol.. sian.. eat in the dark.. after eating go home.. sian.. all the way couldnt find a gd pouch for myself.. doe i'm picky.. haha.. tat time work bought ear piece.. so hav to update liao.. tinking of going reborn.. saw a web reborn oly 68 plus treatment.. lots of comments given was excellent.. should be not bad.. joce say she wan go so maybe go with her..

today went out with joce kwek.. go swimming.. first stop makan, den library, den shop den eat and swim.. swim le eat again.. don doe y keep feeling hungry.. hai.. after eat den home sweet home.. watch show do rj to gain ce point.. haha.. 1 more point liao.. so happy..

holiday

2009-09-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

nw still holiday.. but nt very long de holiday.. next week thurs my dear cme back le.. haha.. yay.. faster faster.. gt a rearrangement of my planning tis week.. mon go movie wth ah yi.. tues go shopping with joce.. wed go ktv with dor.. took some photo.. when i get from her den upload.. dor, mi and my mum also tink i took de photo look like hse bunny.. haha.. today went alvin's condo swim with sharon and ann.. very peace and quiet.. so gd.. but i tink we talk more than we swim.. they took a lot of photo also.. when get from them den upload..

next week de tues going with ken.. go where haven decide yet..

li xiang boyfren

2009-09-01T21:59:00.003+08:00

sometimes i feel tat i am contradicting myself.. my li xiang boyfren must know how to save money.. and whenever we quarrel he will buy a present or make one or just come out with a surprise to make mi feel happy.. And whenever can give mi a surprise.. no matter its big or small.. handmake or brought.. but still its wasting money if buy present isnt it.. hai.. i wan him to be caring and observant. Share my joy and encourage me, give mi a hug when i am sad instead of saying sacarstic tings.. listen to mi complain when i am angry.. whenever i am sad he will always be there whether by phone face to face or wat.. no matter how harsh we quarrel we will still be together, we will still forgive each other very soon.. will trust, love, cherish and care for each other forever.. although look stupid and childish but still is wat i tink it should be like..

anyway i doe tat both mi and dear will work together and be together foreva also.. hehe..

missing u..

2009-08-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

dear dear just gone for two days and i am missing for very very much.. hai.. when is my dear dear going to come back from malaysia?? wish my dear dear faster faster cme back..

today working at west mall.. tomolo also.. hai.. so sian.. planning for my holiday.. all nt very confirm yet.. mon go out with dor.. tues with joce.. wed maybe ken.. thurs swimming with joce, sharon and ann ba.. fri rest at home.. wonder y my webcam don hav..

for so long..

2009-08-27T00:51:00.002+08:00

been crying for a few hours and at last i manage to calm myself down.. my heart hurts and now my head hurts.. maybe some ppl may tink tat its tiny some matter but to mi it hurts a lot.. as i said.. anyone cn make empty promises anyone cn be untruthful, anyone can say words tat hurt, anyone cn say ting to entertain but the person is definitely nt u.. u r making mi cry so hard.. and making my heart hurt so much.. if u cnt do then don make promises.. when u does and do not do then don hide it.. don wait til i realise.. don give mi black faces when i try to find u.. don try to ask mi go when i have already reach.. i am caring for u and u say i RESTRICTING u tat u CNT BREATHE.. u say u have NO FREEDOM and i am FORCING u.. therefore from now on I have decided.. I am not going to say cannot, no and i don wan to listen to ur promises.. i am going to tink twice abt wat u say and also abt wat i say.. anyting tat u say u r doing i will oly say orh or ok.. i should not be so dumb to tink u really meant wat u say and i now doe that i wont anymore.. unless i doe u really r.. i really don doe wat to say or should i say i really really don doe how to say abt wat u have done.. there is no words to say abt how hurt i am also.. for now.. i feel tat my mind is completely blank and i feel breathless.. some sort of calm and peaceful.. maybe i should slp already.. nite..

entertainment

2009-08-26T12:40:00.000+08:00

exams are over.. went to celebrate with classmates.. although nt all went but quite a lot le.. gt joy, meryl, TJ, CK, laifu, sylvia, iris, jin li, daphne, faith, xiang hui and mei mei.. although mei mei left quite early for meeting but at least she went.. then we went ktv.. nv been to ktv with such big crowd before.. haha.. so memorable.. after than TJ and iris go off and we go steamboat.. the smoke keep smoking my eyes and feels terrible.. they are talking abt batam.. so sad i cnt go.. the food was ok.. no comments.. talk until so late tat i almost slp.. my eyes r going to shut off.. cause i woke up very early tat day.. after we go home le.. on the way joy say gt one dessert shop de dessert very nice.. i wanted but for my mum but look at menu don doe wat to buy.. decided to just bring her to tat shop in future..

a good day which will be kept in memory.

cameron highland

2009-08-10T21:07:00.002+08:00

went to cameron highland for 3 days 2 nite.. a lot a lot of complain.
1st don have bus no and seat no. took very very long to find bus. we anyhow sit den gt indian ppl cme up say we sitting on their seats. =(
2nd hotel couldnt get in.. my mum fren go reset the card for 3 times but still cnt.. in the end ask the guy come up open all our doors.. but lucky for my room, i try use card cn le.. but the rest cnt.. so they get in liao cnt go out le until card is correctly reset..
3rd mum complain tat strawberry farm nt gd.. diff from her imaginary strawberry farm.. cnt even c a red strawberry.. say cn pluck in the end cnt.. so disappointing..
everyday nt eat den slp waa becme fat fat liao lol.. took a lot of photo.. upload when i am free.. bough roses strawberry, corn and blah blah blah.. don doe gt enough present to give fren a nt.. mum don let mi buy too much.. sian la..

back again

2009-07-30T21:14:00.003+08:00

i am back again.. very very super super long nv update blog liao lol.. sian.. everyday go schol.. weekend work.. found a job at philip.. working now.. haha.. nt bad wor.. today at dear dear hse.. watch hotel for dogs.. haha.. ytd also at dear hse but after that go out to city hall there shop bought some clothes for myself den a pair of shoes also.. dear bought a lots of tings also.. its a memorable day.. haha.. so happy =) .. gt one jacket very very nice.. but cnt buy or my mum will nag nag nag.. cause home too many liao.. =( .. today dear dear sick wor.. wish dear will get well fast fast.. meeting again on mon.. counting down.. tis time must go airport liao.. wish dear cn don nid go ns.. hai.. i gonna miss him a lot..
ham ham - ham ham eyes not getting better.. dear bought a medi for it.. wish it will recover very very fast and be well again..
schol- bored bored bored.. tat the oly ting cn say.. wish my ut 2 is not as bad as i tink it would be.. hai.. classmates say want go eat sakura next week.. supposed to be tis de but in the end postpon le.. sad.. tis week also no money.. just nice.. haha..
job- feeling still ok.. haven get bored yet.. although sometimes really sian nth to do la.. but still ok.. gt some clowns at work to entertain.. haha.. i'm so bad.. wahaha.. ask some of my friends to work also.. and they did get in.. haha.. jia you jia you jia you..
holiday - my trip to cameron highland is reaching soon.. yay.. happy happy.. if dear cn go with mi also how gd haha.. wish gt nice food to buy.. aiming on the food.. haha..

working

2009-07-20T09:29:00.002+08:00

sat and sun working at harvey norman.. the ppl there very friendly.. first day sold two iron.. second day sold a lot tat i cnt rmb.. oo.. but sun gt a lot of other brand promotors also.. they ask mi doe hu is tom.. first day how to doe.. but after tat on the phone he said he the most handsome de guy..so bhb.. den got ppl teach mi abt the appliances.. and the most tat i sold is iron.. den for vaccuum i always ask others to promote haha..

today go schol later got ut.. sian la.. actually wan go watch movie with dear dear de.. maybe at nite after schol ba.. for now i very hungry liao..

Job interview

2009-07-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

Ytd went for the interview den realise its actually a agency lik tat. den tomolo go meet the client who is really going to interview mi.. sian la.. i scare la.. den i ask her nid bring anyting she say don nid.. but talk more.. waa if nervous how to talk more.. hai.. wish cn really get the job.. 6 dollar plus 2 percent comm.. sell hp or domestic appliances..

angry and hurt

2009-07-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

walao lol.. don doe which stupid idiot bastard put the staple on the escalator handle.. den rp save electricity the escalator stop den i gt to walk down.. for mi when i walk down the escalator i will put my hand on the handle and slide down.. den cut my own hand with the stupid staple lol.. damn painful.. and bleed a lot.. first ting in my mind.. which stupid idiot no brain guy put the stupid staple on the escalator handle some more.. no brain..

someting important

2009-07-08T10:24:00.003+08:00

ytd nite.. for a moment i tot i will lost someting very important.. and i was crying.. whenever i miss him i will look at the words engrave on it.. everyday i will play with it lik daily routine.. and its like a part of mi just lik he is a part of mi.. one day i nv play with it i will be uncomfortable de.. it a gift from my dear dear.. when i was watching my show i realized tat it was missing but i was playing with it a while ago.. den i panicked and started finding.. in the end it drop from from mi.. i found out tat it was actually on mi when i was lying.. but at the start when i stand up it didnt drop lucky den drop.. lucky it didn't go missing.. guess wat it is.. haha it a ring.. ..... lame rite.. wahaha..

tomolo chomp chomp again

2009-07-02T17:59:00.002+08:00

tomolo nt going schol.. i going to chomp chomp at nite tomolo.. today so many politics in schol.. all the gossiping etc.. hai.. so many gossipers.. today change team.. they say tomolo nid thermometer... if don hav den cnt go schol.. sian.. my thermometer no batt.. don care la. just bring to schol anyway going skipping class.. tyd go gym with joce.. hand today muscles ache.. but nt very very bad de tat kind.. den don doe why my hp cnt sms and call out.. tink the m1 line ytd gt prob.. today jiu ok liao.. haha..

H1N1

2009-06-29T18:16:00.002+08:00

rp until now gt 57 H1N1 le.. but our schol still not closing.. say under control.. from 1 or 2 cases to now 57 still say under control.. if they still not closing I tink the no of cases will multiply de.. hai.. tat day go chomp chomp makan den eat a little spicy food and I started having discomfort in my gastric.. after that diahrrea.. sian.. tink I should stop eat spicy food le.. cause keep having discomfort and also diahrrea.. ytd went watch drag me to hell although its not very scary but is damn disgusting and I could not slp at nite.. everytime i close my eyes my mind are all the disgusting tings.. sian.. hai.. my fren say skip twice per module wil get warning letter leh.. tis fri if I skip den will be twice per module le.. so should try and skip or nt??

makan time

2009-06-26T15:26:00.002+08:00

wed after schol go find dear dear.. and ham ham realise that her eye gt problem at nite go check net den realise it could be allergy or infection.. it says paper based bedding is best cause it will reduce getting allergy and infection.. slp very late tat day cause searching the net..
ytd.. super tired gt to wake up early for schol cnt be late for tis lesson late a lot times before tat le.. at nite went eat crabs crayfish etc at xiao hong wu.. with dear family.. haha yummy very full go home actually gt nice sweet durian also could not eat liao..
today in schol super tired.. today very angry with faci and scolded him.. don doe he will penalise my grade a nt.. sian.. today going chomp chomp haha these few days also eat nice food.. yum yum.. = P..

weekends

2009-06-21T12:53:00.002+08:00

staying at home.. changing my blogskin.. got myself a new blogskin.. go to schol only for a week and having 4 ut le.. wish cn get at least a b+ for each.. tink my PPS cn updaate itself le.. haha.. suddenly but no chinese still cnt c.. but at last it cn update.. cn c new shows.. but slow.. anyway my com gt virus everyting gt deleted tink have to redownload songs.. fri gt diahrrea.. so sad.. but ok liao.. tat time on tv saw the airport ter 3 very nice still gt butterfly garden.. i wan go c.. my mum promise tat if i get a den she treat mi eat chomp chomp.. wahaha.. den dear each b+ gt 1 kiss.. a gt 2.. ytd is his turn stomach ache.. but today ok lol.. haha..

holidays

2009-06-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

mon.. went ktv with ken, joce joy and gary.. both gary and joy nv tell mi they nt so early come.. lucky gt ken if nt I will be lik dumb dumb waiting there for them.. joy and gary have been arguing since they met until gary went home.. wat a match.. after that we ate billy bombers then walk walk at the arab street.. they say wan smke de shui yan but i don wan a waste of money i tink den they nv also.. do some artistic ting then home sweet home..

tues.. went swimming with joce.. teach her how to swim.. after that eat le den go home..

wed go find dear dear.. find a while den buy the left over the string for my pooh..

thurs yay.. finish sewing my pooh bear pouch for mum le.. go plaza buy a lot of ting.. buy energy bar choco chips cookies and tian bu la.. yummy..

fri.. went kayahing with joce, sharon, ann.. go eat pizza and then go swimming.. after that jiu go home liao..

someday wan go flyers, watch monster vs alien cannoning with dear dear.. go out with my dear dear all day eat many nice food.. haha..

1st time out with classmates in tis sem

2009-05-25T09:51:00.002+08:00

went out today.. actually wan go movie de.. but someone la cme late den nv go liao some more still eat until very long.. food was nice.. haha.. eat a lot.. but failed to go watch movie den tot of going k but also failed cause too ex.. so in the end went to some yoghurt shop sit down and makan.. took a lot of photo also.. will upload later.. actually had a nice time but wat wrong with u?? u r making mi upset with ur tone.. wish u will stop being lik tat sooner..

1st time tis sem

2009-05-20T14:45:00.002+08:00

haha.. skip schol today.. 1st time tis sem.. so pei fu myself.. until the fifth prob liao den start skipping schol.. good tolerance.. wahaha.. ytd 1st ut was alrite la.. wish can get at least b+ must reach my target of 3.5 gpa.. jia you jia you..

shock

2009-05-18T10:05:00.002+08:00

went to find dear dear in somerset.. saw gwen.. long time nv c liao.. she cut her hair.. short.. talk a lot and ate dear cook de u don.. haha.. very salty.. after that took bus alone to plaza sing.. supposed to buy strings but i forgt to bring to match the colour then nv buy.. went home in the end.. after i get off the bus.. in front there a indian keep turning back to look.. den he actually wan u turn and walk de but in the end don doe c until hu den nv u turn.. was so scared la.. den i quickly walk to where my ah ma normally was at.. den saw another guy was abt to pass mi but didnt again.. I tink he wasnt from my blk.. i walk into the lift tinking tat he will not go in but he did.. I was so shock tat i jump slightly.. he press 11 den i press 6 when reach 6, i went out looking at slide ways realise tat he also went out of the lift.. den i faster walk den he call mi.. i tot i left someting behind den i turn around.. he started asking i tink u look familiar seen u somewhere.. I was lik ........ den i look at him doesnt look familiar to mi den i say u gt the wrong person and went home.. lucky.. but still gt a shock..

wat's wrong??

2009-05-08T21:40:00.005+08:00

what is wrong?? why why and why?? very hot la.. y now the weather so hot.. hai.. today after schol go out with dear dear.. but didn't get to shop really tat much and some more it bored shopping in the same centre over and over again.. bought sweets and tibits.. nice.. after from RP to inter, walk with my classmates and one ask mi hu i don lik the most in class.. and i reply iris.. most reason is because of her bad attitude.. they have the same replied too.. not going talk much abt her cause everyone has their good and bad.. let's just wish her the best.. the day i like in a year is abt to come.. haha.. tat is to bao my own ba chang.. don laugh.. my ba chang can be eaten de and look nice de.. gt experience de lol.. or shld i say at least i bao nicer than my mum.. haha.. mother day reaching le.. i had given her my present.. tomolo will treat her eat.. although nt very ex food but its sincerity tat counts.. =).. now wat i will end my post is

MUMMY I LOVE U.. MUCK MUCK..

at my cousin hse

2009-05-03T20:53:00.002+08:00

today is sun.. at my cousin.. gt 4 dogs here.. one call mochi, one muffin and one diamond.. haha.. diamond who is supposed to be the most fierce one drop to second.. first becme muffin liao..muffin actually scared de den suddenly angry liao bark diamond.. make her run away.. still will bark ppl de.. but lik to go underneath the sofa.. small little gap oly also cn squeeze in.. today don doe y mochi keep liu kou shui.. so er xin.. haha.. her kou shuai keep dripping on the floor.. today mum called wrong nice call muffin donut.. make mi laugh.. haha.. tml nid go schol liao.. sian.. borrowed thermometer from my aunty nid use tml.. hai.. jia you ba.. mon to wed was book.. sad.. cnt watch my show liao.. last ep tml..

started school

2009-04-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

start school for a week liao.. doe all my faci and classmates.. one whole week of boring presentation.. however able to end 45 min earlier than last year.. sat went to somerset shop with dear dear.. sun supposed to go aunt hse but lazy den nv go liao stay at home.. dear go bugis say gt I want de sunglasses next time den go c.. haha.. if suits den i buy.. sat wan buy swimsuit de but mum say cnt den nv buy.. so disappointed.. now will be always looking forward to every weekend.. weekend yay!!

holiday before schol

2009-04-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

being terminate from work.. expected.. learn quite a lot of tings from my workplace.. there is gd n bad.. gd is i doe how to use the nets machine etc.. bad is realise a lot of "political" stuff lik my dear said.. sometimes just c someone from in front.. cause u nv doe wat she's or he's doing behind ur back just to por the shang shi.. better be safe n sorry.. at least dor's one is plainly just say in front of u.. unlike some.. sometimes having someone hu is gong si bu fen as ur shang shi cn be lik hell.. lik some ppl say.. don work in tis kind of area is better than working in it.. joce told mi chui ling lost 3 specs in one day.. sometimes don doe to say urself heng cause u don hav to pay, to say she pitiful cause she has to pay, to say the cust pro cn be able to steal 3 specs or worst say she huo gai cause she nv take care of the specs.. but no matter wat as long as nt i nid to pay de cn le.. cause nt i lost it.. ytd went out with classmates and dor to bishan and den amk.. but overall also nt happy cause of some personal reasons.. but at least it is still solved..

break time

2009-03-25T19:30:00.002+08:00

today first time rest day stay at home.. everytime rest day also go out.. with dear or friends.. today stayed at home.. bake cookies.. for most of my time working and working.. although the work is nt so bad after all.. except for the superviser and her craps.. blah blah blah.. realise tat nt many of our colleague likes her as wat i tink.. lots of complaints.. trying to get myself as many vouchers as possible.. also, wished my dear cn get a gd job asap.. jia you lol..

1st year anniversary

2009-03-14T19:23:00.000+08:00

first year anniversary.. pic update next time.. went to east coast for pinic with of course my beloved dear dear and his handmake food.. guess wat he maked.. sushi with wasabi.. eek.. and potato with bacon.. and also hot dog.. nt bad la.. sushi also nice.. but nt the wasabi.. den we went cycling and found someting.. den went fishing caught two edible fish.. actually cn catch more.. but we nt expert.. sad.. den go bugis buy my bag and went home.. haha.. so happy today..

my hamster pic..

2009-02-16T17:47:00.009+08:00

updated.. the baby de.. very cute de wor..

the scar on the hand is the one i say burn while handling cookies.. =(

Pain!!!

today go interview.. first is the telemarketing second is the optical 88 de.. both very interested in hiring mi.. the second one just straight hire mi and ask mi to work.. the first one is hav to tink abt it cause the training he wants to give cost abt few thousand outside.. must c if we are secure.. but he say don mind hiring mi and sam.. he say lik all of us but may nid to considered abt dor's time.. pray hard lol.. on the way to second de.. saw a shop tat teaches baking wanted to try.. but lesson 900 dollar for 5 lesson.. nt cheap gt to tink.. the person just look at my application form den ask whether i studying in RP.. and i replied ya.. having holiday now.. late april start schol.. den he say den april I hav to c u in RP la.. i tot it was very sacartic.. cause before tat dor called they say wan permanent full timer.. so i tot he don wan mi den being sacartic.. den he started saying i studying there now also.. i very shocked.. his looks is like a uncle.. 30++ how study in RP.. a bit lame hor.. den he c my status den say u gt bf y still write single.. den wan write attached ar? or write single but nt available lik dor said.. den he ask y oly cn start tis thurs cause gt other interview to go just in case.. den he say if confirm mi den will still go other interview or wat.. so he confirmed hire mi and start work on thurs.. wed go sign someting.. sian la.. hai.. tinking of comparing each one will give mi higher pay de.. but nvm next time ba.. bought a new shoes for the job and a slipper.. yay.. both nice nice de.. jia you.. dor also must jia you for tomolo interview.. if the job de pay higher den i sad liao =(.. but gt job jiu hao.. s long as work happy.. = )

pic on birthday..

2009-02-15T17:37:00.000+08:00

birthday very nice to eat de and nice to c de.. from swiss bake.. gt time go try.. oreo cheese..

happy valentine day

2009-02-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

happy valentine day to all couple.. may the couple u r with the truly love u r looking for.. may all flirts be dumped and nv find other victim..

today was a happy day of course la.. valentine leh.. before hand dear give mi a clue.. say gt one rose and choco.. in my mind tinking that it should be a rose and a box of choco.. so the rose should be small wont so ma fan to take.. however it turn out to be a big bouquet.. shocked mi.. here is the pic..

planning to go bowling and as expected it is full den no movie tat wish to watch.. marley and me nt showing yet.. sad.. den we go arcade to play bomberman.. haha.. childish hor.. but nice to mi.. den we go eat steamboat buffet at hotpot cusine.. suppose my dear say wan go paris but i say don wan la cause i nt really wan eat seafood.. some more save money.. haha.. the one tat we eat although doesnt taste tat gd but a lot of variety.. one of my fav dishes the crispy toufu.. nice.. den at the end gt choco fondue.. inclusive in buffet also lol.. so cheap... next time who wan budget buffet cn go.. told my mum abt going to there instead of paris.. she say tat one nt nice.. gt another international de buffet lik paris de call wei ye na one nicer.. dear say next time go there.. haha..

east coast park

2009-02-09T18:44:00.002+08:00

now at east coast park mac.. with at first kennia joce.. we cycling.. den dear after class cme meet us.. super sian.. don doe y kennia can roller blade for one whole day but nt bored.. so sporty.. super hot.. still ask mi walk from the don doe wat mrt to here.. so long and hot.. lik 30 plus degree like tat.. after tis home sweet home.. haha.. nv eat outside.. when i tell my ah ma eating at home she very shock lik tat.. but still i eating at home.. she say gt cook extra..

ytd go work colgate exchange old toothbrush for new.. some ppl really super selfish and kiasu.. take so many still wan to take.. den my cousin all cme my hse den my aunt and uncle cook.. first time my ah ma nv cook and qiao kar.. although all de food also has same ingredient but still alrite.. gt a very big fish to eat.. and ytd was the day my cookies finish.. so sad for joce.. no more liao..

outing day

2009-02-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

today go out with dear dear go watch movie.. watch da xi shi.. ytd i stay at home bake cookies.. chocoloate chip cookies.. very nice de hor.. although second batch de cookies cook until overtime.. over by 10 min.. some chao ta oly.. some still ok.. tasted by mum, ah ma and uncle and of course my dear dear.. all say very nice.. haha.. now i doe the reason y the 1st time i bake with doe is unsuccessful.. because it is supposed to be a dough instead of beatin the all ting.. so the cookies cme out funny funny de.. tomolo nid go training den sun work liao.. yaya.. but oly work for 1 day.. dor say she there say no work den i ask joanne.. den she say hav.. i tel her if gt any more event must tell mi.. gt frens wan work..

malacca trip

2009-02-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

went to malacca.. a very last min decision.. made oly ytd.. and it is oly a one day trip.. went to malacca to eat chicken rice ball from he ji de.. i expected the price to be 40 rm for4 person cause it is a famous shop ma.. famous shop always very ex de.. unexpectedly it is oly 25 rm.. den we go shop shop aroung there and bought a dress.. very nice but dn dare to buy too much later mum scold.. from the shop sometig like e element.. den eat the nice yam paste but forgt to go back and buy home let my mum eat.. den we go to the shopping mall my cousin keep buying masks but i nv use so i bought a nail polish and some crystal.. make my own manicure.. and i bought myself a pouch.. mum complaint say nv buy for her.. how i doe she wan.. den for dinner actually wan go eat italian food but the hotel was closed.. uncle very upset cause his italian food gone.. so we went to city square eat stonegrill.. the stone grill was bad cause the food stick on the stone no oil.. but i lik the shrimp salad.. den buy mango for my mum and buy a piece of cake from secret recipe.. white chocolate.. cousin say nice so buy..

new year

2009-01-31T14:52:00.002+08:00

the first new year to be celebrated with dear dear.. collect a lot a lot of hong bao.. play black jack etc.. but very sad cause gastric gt prob so gt a lot of ting also cnt eat.. den keep feeling very slpy and tired.. happy new year to all and especially my dear dear.. hahaha.. love uu.. muck.. today my fren say wan cme my hse bai nian.. haha.. den go novena.. but i nt going.. cause gastric prob nt well yet.. later go liao anyhow eat again.. so don feel like going.. c how lol.. now at dear dear hse.. so late den cme no one except dear for mi to bai nian liao.. so sad.. two orange don doe give hu.. the orange very sweet de lol.. my ah ma say at home gt a lot.. actually wan bring a lot here de den my ah ma don hav so many oranges and no one eat.. if i don hav gastric confirm eat a lot de.. cause very sweet.. haha..

heart ache

2009-01-22T13:40:00.005+08:00

i am very very very very very disappointed in u.. no matter wat wrong gf have done a bf also shouldn't do tat.. even if gf is in the wrong.. even if the gal was angry for stupid reasons.. no matter in wat situation and no matter how angry the guy is, how cn a bf throw a gf and walk off angrily.. no matter from wat kind of view to c this, it is totally unacceptable and unforgivable.. according to my best fren dor's view, the gf should re-decide whether this guy is truly suitable of u.. and according to my mum's view, this gal is of no importance to the guy.. a guy can just throw a gal nt caring abt anyting like HER SAFETY, HER EMOTION, WHAT HAPPEN TO HER AFTER TAT, WHERE SHE WENT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, HER FEELING AFTER BEING THROWN AND UNCONTACTED.. WHETHER WAS SHE BOTH UPSET AND HEARTACHE OR DISAPPOINTED.. WAS HE OF NO CONCERN OR WORRIED ABT HIS GF?? no matter who knew this nv have good comments abt this guy.. quarrelling and quiet war is very common in relationship and i don't c the gf throwing the guy alone no matter how angry she is and no matter how the guy was upset or angry and ignore the gal..

after much tinking and reconsider abt the relationship, the love she has for the guy, and everything tat had happened between them whether tis guy is suitable, thinking abt all the ting tat the guy had done to the gal no matter gd or bad, thinking abt how long tis relationship has been and how much each had given out for the other party,, the gal had decided on someting and she wish tat the guy should tink abt it too.. think abt the relationship, whether how much the gal is of importance to him, how much he love tat gal etc and den tell the gal wat he tink both should do.. whether the gal should apologise for being angry for minor ting and the guy apologise and promised nt to do tat.. den both continue to tolerate each other and stay happily or should they break up.. no matter wat he choose he must also give a reason.. if he really in the end he plan to break up, the gal will also accept the decision of his.. but only after the guy has told her abt his decision will then the gal tell the guy wat she tinks and decide so as nt to influence the guy's decision.. hope this guy will nt disappoint the gal..

my class

2009-01-20T09:21:00.010+08:00

class photos.. haha.. end of this semester liao.. yay.. haha.. gt changes next year.. 9.15 reach schol.. no ut 4.. and ut 1/2 45 min ut 3 60 to 90 min.. waa. very very long ar.. confirm gt a lot of questions de.. den the ratio to calculate GPA is 1: 1: 2 lol.. sian la.. still say no exam.. gt no diff in exam lol.. ut 3 will be tested on week 16.. den week 16 no schol.. woohoo.. den daily grade is 13/ 15..

2nd talk

2009-01-08T16:46:00.002+08:00

today i went to a talk.. waa.. at last.. the second time i go to one talk.. today faci nv cme den change another faci and stupid today de time lik go very fast and i was late for schol when i go out of my hse at the same time.. so when reach schol i found out i was late, i was shock.. today de faci lik very fierce and stricy lik tat nv smile at all de.. so stern.. today someone say wan cme find mi cause she coming for rp open hse.. she say 2 den until den receive her msg tat she reach.. ....... alrite.. dear say ham ham need put at my hse cause he going to malaysia so i couldnt wait til ham ham is at my hse yay.. looking forward to it..

rmb this

2009-01-06T15:39:00.003+08:00

rmb this.. always rmb that the longer u r with ur stead the more ur relationship you will feel that the relationship is changing.. some will thus started to break up because they feel unsecure unimportant and nelgected.. but it is because u r treated to ur stead as a habit.. lik air therefore they will think u will understand what they did.. one day if u without this air, u will die.. so always cherish ur stead and nt break just because of that because be sure to doe tat u r always the most important to ur stead.. however no matter how long the relationship is, try to make the another not to feel neglected but cared..

a new year

2009-01-01T16:31:00.003+08:00

happy new year and happy birthday dear..

today is dear dear birthday.. tonite gt bbq.. wish it will be very very tasty.. all planned by dear dear himself.. so so so so sad.. own self birthday still nid own self plan.. haha.. hu ask him make mi angry.. today will be my first time meeting his friends and first time celebrating his birthday for him.. jia you jia you for our next year and wish that next year will be a happy and memorable year for everyone..

learn from this

2008-12-31T16:16:00.001+08:00

nv ask someone you love to change her character, personality and especially her "style" / behavior.. because all this bits and bits makes up her.. if you love someone love her everyting.. weakness / strength.. nv ask her to change especially her "style".. should one day she changes then u will realise that she is nt her anymore and ur love is nt for her but the previous her.. u will find out tat the reason u love her is because of her individual "style"..

imagine the person u love is someone quite childish, always threaten to box ppl and very fierce.. one day she turned into a person who is gentle, nv talk back, mature and elegant.. are u still sure that ur love is still for the same her or for the previous her?

therefore nv ask someone to change.. something cn be change and someting cnt be change.. the inside of her cn be but the outer cnt or she will nt be herself and he will nt be himself.. so learn to love someone by loving everyting of her/ him..

4 more days

2008-12-21T17:17:00.002+08:00

4 more days to christmas and add two more will be my birthday.. don doe dear dear gt any plans or surprise for mi.. now at dear dear hse.. haha.. dear say wan go suntec but i don wan den stay at his hse play with ham ham den watch show lol.. some more nid go home early eat dinner.. ytd nite i make tang yuan with my ah ma.. den i first one to eat them after cooking.. haha.. at the nite abt 11 plus.. suppose to be for today praying de.. my cousin say 24 nite go her hse to celebrate.. bbq.. dear very xiao qi.. say i nv tell him say he found out himself.. gt dear dear make de maggie mee waiting for mi.. go eat liao.. bye bye..

today is the day

2008-12-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

today is my bithday but is chinese de.. at home so bored nv go out gt nth to do.. go my cousin hse the whole day watch show.. den copy to my laptop haha.. next time at home also cn watch liao.. don nid use the lousy lousy internet.. in schol also gt show watch liao.. haha.. tat y my classmates say i work in cinema..

happy chinese birthday

2008-12-18T17:07:00.000+08:00

today is my chinese birthday eve and my mum today off wan bring me to shopping and eat western dishes. dear dear tell mi one western restaurant de steak very nice de.. so my mum bring mi there.. the food nt bad la.. service also quite gd.. however the space inside very very small.. nt gd.. den we shop for new year clothes at far east.. because going with mum so nv go pinic or class gathering.. tomolo my ah ma will cook ji dan mian xian (egg vermilli) for mi.. hahaha.. and my fav pig kidney.. wahahaha..

f.... u.

2008-12-10T09:09:00.002+08:00

idiot idiot science.. wth.. give i a D.. last time give mi F now give mi D wat the hell wrong with her?? her eyes on her butt ar.. cnt c i am doing work ar?? the whole stupid damn presentation was did by mi.. and the worksheet was also did by mi.. wat is the damn problem?? the rest did not even do a single ting.. do the stupid worksheet do so long and some more still do wrong make mi so fed up.. in the end i gt to do it myself..

.............

2008-12-05T09:07:00.002+08:00

sian.. today my team was being invaded.. waa.. den i cnt go to tat team liao.. we said that last week tat we r going to be in the same team today and haha when i go into the class, my team had already been form by someone else.. oly had to go to another team lol.. so sad i love my previous team.. nvm.. i will still nid to be cheer up in the new team lol.. although i am quite unhappy la..

shock news

2008-12-02T11:13:00.002+08:00

found out a very shock ting after the test.. and heard a very shock ting after the check.. waa sian.. where to find such a big sum of money.. now still gt 600 dollars short.. hai.. so sad liao..

sat went to desaru fruit garden den the fruit all very sweet de.. den eat fruits buffet gt rice la of course.. den at nite gt fireflies to watch.. but the fireflies nt up to my expectation.. also cnt c clearly s dark cnt even c a ting.. but nt dark den cnt c them liao.. sian.. oly lik christmas tree lik tat.. nt very nice la.. maybe the stars look nicer..

sun go work at amk guardian.. ppl pls don't go to amk guardian cause it sux a lot.. some more very very little ppl de.. and the stupid malay superviser or manager is a idiot.. small ting say wan my sales rap no.. small ting take photo say wan send to hr.. send lol.. u send den complaint letter straigh at ur face for u.. we will c hu will be the worst.. our sales rap say it doesn't matter and tat u r nt supposed to take our pic.. we will c hu will die first if u send.. get prepared.

heartbroken

2008-11-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

had been hurt by you.. what words does that supposed to mean? no matter if you said it purposely or not.. words that comes out naturally comes from true heart.. so i realise that it how insensitive you are to my feelings.. why should i plan so much for ur birthday after all since u don appreciate it.. expect not that i will do it again for u in future.. unless u learn how to be more observant and sensitive to my feeling.. realising how dumb of mi to be doing all the asking, planning, inviting, saving, and also learning just for tis stupid party that i tot u will be happy and be appreciate and thankful abt..

quarrel

2008-11-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

quarrel with my mum last nite she cried i cried too.. it getting more naggy of my mum and more rebellious of mi.. why should i be always the one who must give in.. she is the mother not me.. she is not one who should try to solve her attitude.. always so hot tempered.. that even my grandma cannot stand her.. i just simply complain about the internet being slow and she just flared up and say i am scolding her.. she hate ppl scolding her.. alrite so i likes ppl to scold mi la?? she oly sees her and wat she hate do she tink abt how i feel.. everytime also say the same ting.. i cannot afford to feed you.. you go with that guy la.. i can stay by myself.. ya ya ya.. one day if i am really fed up and go out i see wat will happen to u.. because u are my mum that why i did not.. stop pushing urself to far..

the 8th month

2008-11-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

today was the 8th month and i tink dear had forgt abt it cause he haven wish mi at all and it going to 12.. hng.. to tink tat he said he always rmb.. i don tink so.. 4 more month to go and it our year anniversary.. 1 month and 1 more day to dor's birthday.. add 12 more days will be mine.. and add five more days will be dear's birthday.. haha..
happy 8th month together.. miss miss..

spoilt brat

2008-11-13T23:27:00.000+08:00

my class gt a very spoilt brat child.. which accidentally off my com and did not say sry.. is nt her fault if she does not know but when she found out she should at the very least said sry.. but instead guess wat she said, she say did i? i don't lik.. as if so wat f i accidentally off her com? wat a spoilt brat.. lucky for her i didnt slap her or throw anyting at her for i doe she is weak and i don wan to get in trouble.. i oly lift up the table and let it drop down.. she should be glad tat she go off earlier that the faci did if not she will be in so dead meat.. make sure she don do anyting frusrating again or she will not be so lucky next time..

想过这些问题吗?

2008-11-10T12:41:00.002+08:00

想过这些问题吗?

1)有人说幸福是你和你爱的人在一起. 但如果你爱的人不爱你, 在一起, 还会幸福吗?
那你的幸福真的是应该他给你的吗? 或者他真的能给你幸福吗?

2)有人说爱是一种感觉
如果对他没感觉, 就不是爱吗? 就不会幸福吗?
如果对他有感觉, 就是爱吗? 就一定会幸福吗?

3)爱是要默默的付出 如果付出但他不知道两人越来越远那还值得为他付出吗?
如果你和他很远那要怎么默默的为他付出?

4)爱是要放开他
爱是自私的
如果爱是自私的, 那你还会放开他吗?
如果知道放开他, 他会痛苦会伤心, 那你还会放开他吗?

religion and science

2008-11-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

today topic very easy de lol.. what is the differences and similarities between science and religion.. tat is like tink also can do liao.. faci say today going to change teaching style.. no pdt.. yes. showing us 6p on the 2nd meeting.. yes yes.. haha.. no presentation.. yes yes yes yes.. haha.. very very gd.. but do mahjong paper.. NOOO.. sian la.. really is a time saving teacher.. very very very time saving.. everyting must cut as short as it can.. haha.. ut grade come up le.. for science and communication.. so sad both also C.. waa waa waa.. we doing buddism easiest of all.. haha.. jia you..

enterprise

2008-11-06T07:17:00.000+08:00

today enterprise cme very late so worried tat i will cme over 11.. send to another group with wei jie marcus michelle and adrian.. i cme den adrian left.. we change shift.. he morning shift i afternoon shift.. haha.. den wei jie say he wan go liao den michelle say she don doe whether wan go a nt den i go liao i already done ppt liao.. nvm de.. in the end oly left two ppl.. sian la..
been missing u the whole time.. like haven seen u for very long liao le.. how i wish my birthday cme faster.. cause that is the start of my entertainment.

happy holiday!!

2008-11-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

start from sat go ktv with dear dear walk to katong there den dear say no posb atm sad nid to go marina square de.. den oly sing for 3 hours.. den go home..

sun.. do nth stay at home watch tv programme and all tat..

mon.. go dragonfruit garden and goat farm all that all the farms ting.. den very hot lol the sun.. i becme roasted piggy liao.. from light brown to dark brown liao.. realise tat our hse there also gt beach.. haha..

tues wed thurs fri sat.. stay at home watch show do nth also.. one of the day went ktv again with joce sing from 12 to 6.. 6 hours.. one of the day go to dear hse haha..

sun.. le le call mi say wan cme down find mi.. den he cme down play play a while den go sheng siong buy my bag with him and mum also.. at nite gt a celebration for my ah ma birthday.. happy birthday ah ma.. haha.. eat seafood again.. these few days always eat crabs etc.. unhappy cause my dear dear nv contact mi at all for the whole day..

today computing very very tired.. sian..

no mood

2008-10-25T00:36:00.000+08:00

no mood to do anyting cause i am upset.. everytime when i am angry with dear dear he also tinks that i am just du qi.. not serious at all.. and nt sincere in saying he is sry.. sry is just the word to entertainment my childish anger.. no sincerity at all.. worse is he doesn't even doe where he is wrong at.. that is frustrating de lol.. den wat the hell he say sry for without even knowing why? after being angry he can still joke around.. haha.. tat very very very funny..

hate people in the bus who will just push push and push.. all idiots.. so in hurry don take bus le la.. go buy a car la.. don nid to push and find seat lik tat.. ytd was worse.. one stupid idiot uncle has his damn bag on the seat beside him den ask mi if i wan to sit.. when i say wan.. he say he cnt move... blah blah blah blah.. wth.. den don ask la.. ask liao say cnt den ask mi for wat.. wat kind of mind he has la.. stupid coconut head..

english exam

2008-10-22T13:04:00.000+08:00

english exam ytd was nt bad except for the table and chair which was very very very bad.. it make my neck very pain.. where gt ppl sit de table so low den the chair so high de.. i tink it was quite easy.. at least easier than last year.. composition topic that i wrote was greed haha.. den i don doe gt write out of point a nt cause one letter compo is very easy to write out of point.. but dear say cn de.. nv out of point.. another part was report and i very tyco de lol.. i don doe what is the format den i write dear principal den tink.. where gt report lik tat rite de.. den i write on another paper.. to: the principal regarding: den i cancel write on another paper again.. i write to the principal the regarding i put at middle.. den i c write complaint letter also need underline regarding de.. den i underline the regarding.. den at the part i c before need to write reported by.. den i tink all letter also go write date de den i write date: ...... den tink signature nid a nt ar.. den i tink don nid la nvm la gt reported by cn liao.. den after exam i go c.. all correct except i nid to put signature. wasted.. sould hav put lol.. but very tyco to get rite.. clever ba.. haha.. although the book that i c de may not be correct la.. wrong den sad lol.. but must likely correct de.. passage gt some is common sense question and a bit hard.. but tink cn pass ba according to my dear dear.. no matter wat at least must give mi c6 pls.. haha.. i nt greedy de..

start of the week

2008-10-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

sian la.. today monday.. computing.. they say need bring thermometer and i gt bring nv forgt.. but brought a no batt thermometer.. haha.. nvm la.. also don doe when they took the temperature.. haha.. bring my mum cook de jap curry to schol.. can eat.. yummy.. ytd go dear hse wanna c babyham ham in the end he run away don get to c him.. den we watch 3 movies.. and la bi xiao xin.. gt painted skin gt old movies vampire de two.. at nite dear nid to go celebrate birthday with sis den i own self stay at his hse.. call for delivery mac nugget.. den the guy cme liao give mi mac spicy.. nt my type.. den i tot he nt coming back i eat the fries and drinks den he cme back give mi ma nugget again.. but don doe if they gt calculate the price wrongly a nt.. spicy and nugget de price don doe same a nt.. painted skin quite a nice story romance but a bit sad also.. haha..
end if day.. it lik wat the hell.. everytime also steal my things to say.. i calculate i work out she explain how to calculate lik she did the calculation and she gets upgrade by a grade.. walao.. my work she credit.. stupid.. cause someone la wan to be gd gd kind hearted gal.. see she weak den she give her the best things to present.. den happy waa.. so kind hearted worx.. ask mi i gt any problem, wat can i say?? say i look very irritated.. of course la.. i don mind helping her teaching her to get to the calculated one.. she can take her time to calculate but she has to cme out with the ans herself and nt using the answer tat i hav calculated.. tat nt helping her lol.. dumb..

i wan go play

2008-10-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

i wan go play waa.. i wan go ktv.. very very long nv go liao ar.. alrite now posting sat happening.
sat what i did?? ermx.. nth i think work at nature valley.. energy bar.. and that manage shock me.. i tot he was a customer.. then i ask him wan buy energy bar, he say i am in charge of all these ting de leh.. then i listen until blur blur.. den he say i am the manager of this nature valley.. then i realise.. then he say gd i keep smiling.. must keep this up.. i was like ........ and the gal quite unhappy cause i cme and help without training without much knowledge.. but i don care gt ppl help u considered is fortunate liao.. next..
sun.. gd day.. happy happy.. morning go watch bunny bunny with dear dear.. though miss the stop and go quite far.. but manage get back before the 12.50 show.. then we eat at a jap restaurant nt bad la.. but nt so lik the miso taste oly.. then after i go home, prepare and go eat at jumbo seafood.. my cousin's treat for her birthday.. haha.. taste so nice.. ut she call a lot.. gt chicken , toufu, yam ring scallop, gt crab and one basket of main tou.. also vegtables taste very nice also and some more two big plates of noodles and also rice leh.. 11 ppl oly lol.. somemore lik tat nt enough.. my cousin call two more basket of man tou which is total of 31 man tou.. den one more plate of crab.. total three big crab leh.. and also ya i forgt gt cereal prawn also.. my fav.. taste so nice.. make mi so hungry now.. but 11 ppl eat all of them lik waa.. so much.. i am the last to eat finish.. in schol.. sian.. slpy.. communication today.. privacy.. quite a easy topic..
after schol le.. found out someting.. tis teacher really sux.. its lik wat kind of examples he lik.. we give so many example and he say that it is not strong enough.. then wat is strong.. those that has sex stuff in it?? he ask our team wat grade we tink we should hav.. wth.. stupid lol..

school school

2008-10-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

today science.. best she don give mi f hor.. oly two ppl in my group.. maybe will change de.. today learn dna.. sian.. last semster also hav lol.. sick quite ok liao.. but still nt totally done.. must jia you lol.. don wan get f from tis stupid teacher..

F grade

2008-10-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

stupid teacher.. give mi a f grade.. i cme late but gt do work de ok.. nv c don any how give grade ma.. i watch movie also got do work de lol.. ppt is i do de leh.. say wat cnt c i gt learn someting.. don learn how i present? idiot dumb.. sian la.. miss two times science still get F.. waa.. ut must get gd gd grade liao.. jia you..

cognitive again

2008-10-03T12:09:00.000+08:00

cognitive again la.. sian.. tis sat working at centrepoint cold storage.. sian la.. tink will be very very bored.. unless got lot of customers.. forgot bring my dvd to watch.. nv bring my puff also cause it is supposed to be cold in fridge.. mummy also nv bring den i also don bring liao.. today is surprise test..

jobs..

2008-09-30T06:50:00.000+08:00

job.. looking for jobs, look for mi.. gt one job as promotor.. for both boys and gals.. but with experience for selling clothes.. one hour 5 dollars.. in nid for job.. here here.. today for presentation we did a comic and an act.. haha.. i came out with tis ideas and i drew it out on board.. haha.. lunch nv eat and tat jap green tea cookies sux.. not nice to eat de.. tot cn eat tat.. cause forgt eat lunch.. but it really nt nice.. oly 3 group and we end our class now.. so early.. tomolo training lol..

job training

2008-09-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

today training quite bored.. i am under allan team den he oly doe how to speak hokkien.. my language too.. haha.. den we gt to do role play.. but yue ni the asst manager knows that i hav experience in being promotor so i was not included in the role play.. so sad.. then there is question and answer time and all tat.. realised someting at tat time.. the manager who is a guy is a pervert.. c pretty gals den keep talking to her.. den go don doe do wat the dor's cousin butt when she was talking.. so sick.. excited abt tis new job.. yay.. but afraid cnt reach target.. anyway people who an work contact mi.. 82790527.. gd job leh.. oly fri sat and sun.. but fri cn don work also.. one hour $8 worx.. nt bad.. haha.. oly for gals.. so sad.. next training on tues wor.. sian.. anyway its paid so don mind..

waa.

2008-09-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

sian la.. today cognitive.. ytd nv cme to schol cause too tired.. sat and sun go work at compass saw two one familar.. one from centrepoint one from paragon.. haha i gt gd networking.. ('_')'''''''''' went to dear hse.. den bonk bonk.. haha.. green tea again today.. play with baby fa which his mum called bobby.. don doe for wat.. very cute lol.. nt lik do re mi.. fat fat de not cute at all.. nth much to do oly feel lik slping.. need more energy.. going to die liao.. waaaaaaaaaaaa.. fainted..