Goodbye

Is time to say goodbye. Telling myself there is nth to be sad about. I tried my best at this chance given and is time to say goodbye. There is no need to stay with someone unworthy of my time and effort. Relationship goes both ways. If he is not willing to try already proves that you are not worth his effort. 

When something is making you worse than before it is time to take a step back to analyze. If all you have is words and no actions they are all just excuses. Actions speak louder than words. Everything I hear is only excuses and complaints. 

There is no such thing as things take time. I only believe in willingness to try and I only see actions. Words doesnt count when there is no actions and no result to prove. I did my part to try. If there is no effort put in by both parties and only complaints remains then there is nth worth in staying in the the relationship for. I dont care how much you earn, how much you have. I can dont care about anything to stay by your side. However, I have basic expectation of my partner. There must be integrity, loyalty, commitment and most importantly responsibility and sincerity, if those are not there, then you no longer have anything worth for me to fight for. If you not sincere to be with me, then leave. I dont need someone to be there for convenience. 

If you cant accept who I am and who I have with me then you are not the one for me. Same thing. I cant accept when you dont hold up to my expectation. You can have all the complaints and explanation on how you cant do everything. To me is all the same. You are either in it with me or excluded. You either do it or you dont. There is no negotiation. If you need to nego what to accept of me it shows Im not important or worth for u to put me in your life. Then neither are you to me. 

Dont need tell me what your mum says or what your mum thinks. I dont care and I cant be bothered. If you think like her and you agree with her then go with her choice. Go with the person she pick for you. If I cant be compared with whoever you have in you mind. Then go wait for whoever you have in your mind. Believe what she say since she is your mum. As your mum, she knows what's best for you anyway. Whatever she say is the best for you.

If you cant be there for me in everything and if you cant fight for me for anything means Im not the one you want to be with. In my relationship, there can only be loyalty and commitment. If I have chosen you to be my partner, I expect the same royalty and commitment from my partner. My partner must be decisive and determined enough to choose me. And I will be there to go through thick and thin with him. If my partner is still sitting on the fence, just enjoying the benefits while rejecting all the negativities that comes with it after a period of time I think the answer is clear. I will only be with someone who can appreciate me, understand me and put me as first priority