Exhausting day

Last night didnt sleep enough. Woke up on a bad note. Wanted to clear the rubbish got annoyed at the bin. The litter was overflowing then plastic bag too small. 

Complaining about all of it to rong rong. 😭有人宠就是不一样. Immediately he listen. Even when i nag at him nv throw rubbish properly he also just ok ok. Evening he meet me. He planned early to wait there.

Once i reach started saying ok. Later i go ur place help u clear rubbish. Then say next time i include it in my to do list. Every week chore is to clear the rubbish. 🥰🥰🥰

Straight after he say ok I can start complaining to him liao. He will listen and not give comments. So i started complaining and he started scolding together with me. Within 5 min i no more anger liao. 

Feel so fortunate to have someone who can listen to my nonsense and complaints no matter when. Giving in to me despite my temper. Even if im being unreasonable will just patiently absorb. Treating my emotions with care. Love u. 💋

All my prior sadness with my daughter and all 烟消云散. Like they say when you are with the right partner, everything will just feel right and work smoothly. When you are with the wrong partner is like the whole universe is doing thing opp with you. Honestly, I felt that difference. Whether is it mindset or mood etc because character just clash and affect the entire mood and energy, proactiveness etc I dont know. But  there is definitely a difference. 

So in conclusion stay away from inconfident and uncapable people who makes you feel negative and energy low. They will do whatever. Criticism, jealousy etc to pulls you down to their level and block ur shine. Be with people who will give you confidence, let you shine brightly and be proud of you when you did.

You will feel the aura and energy when you are with the right group. Positive mindset, encouraging environment, collaborative work, energy boosting etc. Find that aura and people that matches at the same level.

Bad relationship itself was draining to nervous system, confidence, and emotional energy. When environment is tense, walking on eggshells, or not truly supported, everything else in life tends to wobble too.

In good relationship there is regulation and safety. More emotional energy as felt emotionally safe, seen, and accepted, your body relaxes. clearer decisions will be made. There is more patience, opportunities feel easier to grab, and even setbacks don’t knock you over the same way. Life feels smooth because there is no fighting internally all the time. No survival mode