am sry

i doe tat u really did does a lot for mi.. i wan u to understand tat u cnt force love.. i don love u and most important i really don trust u.. wat if i really accept u in future but my heart is stil nt there?? wish u cn understand tat.. i really really really appreciate wat u did for mi.. but for once and twice.. do u rmb how u betrayed mi?? it isnt someone or anyone cn easily forget the hurt.. and because of it,, it makes mi harder to trust anyone.. since there is one tat i really wish to try from all my broken up relationships,, cant u just give up and bless mi from the bottom of ur heart.. although now i stil wondering if i really cn stay with him yi bei zi.. i wish tat even we couldnt be a couple we cn stil be frenz.. losing a fren lik u it mean having one more stranger in my life.. it is equal important.. u cn hate mi curse mi or even kil mi.. but tink if a empty shell is wat u wan in future.. i cn do tat for u if tat is wat u wan.. one nid courage to start a relationship and change but one also nid courage to end it.. it isnt so easy as u tink.. u r nt the oly person in tis world feeling hurt .. once hurt is foreva a wound in ur heart.. it nv heals.. stil u gt to doe someone with 8 how it feels.........

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles~~

miss u

waa.. cnt c u at all today.. our first day tat we nv meet each other.. haha.. now was wondering where is my promotor badge wish i didnt lost it again.. nv eat medicine liao.. feeling quite alrite.. mum cook sambal sotong.. yay yay yay.. gt sotong eat.. my fav.. ask mi go cook rice.. ('_')''''''.. ask mi off com.. no no no.. =(.. wish to c u tomolo..

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles~~

fake work

haha.. told my mum working today den run out go find dear dear and dor dor.. stay at home also nth to do.. go there help out.. lucky mum nv find out.. if nt i will be dead.. tink i too pro at lying.. haha.. was in quite a bad mood at the end.. so i kind of unhappy.. ke lian de dear dear gt to coax mi lol.. jia you jia you!! hahaha =)..

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles~~

sick~~

ytd feel so sick.. wake up gt gastric prob.. keep vomiting after eating.. feeling drowsy all the way.. keep slping also.. dear dear cme take care of mi a while den nid to go work le.. he almost wan to take leave.. but i say don wan.. mum say wan go grandma hse ask mi go.. i say don wan.. she say cnt den i promise her i will take care of myself.. but i didnt.. at nite when i wake up,, i couldnt c anyting and bang against the wall.. den fell onto the floor.. so pain.. eat a bowl of porridge and vomit again.. idiot.. hao bu rong yi eat one bowl den vomit.. eat becme nv eat.. after tat my mum cme home say bring mi c doctor.. today feeling a lot a lot more better than ytd.. anyway,, thx dear for taking care of mi.. and don ever boil milk for mi drink when i gt gastric.. don wan get scolded again..

today go take my ic.. yay.. i gt ic liao.. den go dear hse a while.. c my hammy.. haven tink of a name yet.. den stay there don wan go out.. in the end he late for work.. sry.. haha.. continuous two days late.. so sad.. next time cnt bear to let u go also must let u go liao..

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles~~

working

post will be going lesser and lesser.. cause i busy working so cnt online often.. gt one ting i wan doe.. wat is tat stupid website.. which idiot use my email de.. http://myimages.cogia.net/viewimage.php?=xiiaoqiiao@hotmail.com.. wat website is tis?? ppl keep asking mi is tis u?? how i doe?? i own self also don doe wat is tis.. obviously is nt mi la.. working at cp robinson currently.. work there nt so bad.. i wan den cn go staff canteen drink hot drinks.. cn slack a lot..

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles

no movie watch

work at paragon today.. so sad.. and.. work until 7 den cn go home.. saw my fren den ask him y he cme?? tot he nt working here liao?? den he say he cme for fun de la.. cause he nth to do later nid go other place but haven reach time yet.. ( '_' )''''.. and the place was lik in a big mess.. lik nite market lik tat.. so messy.. gt to clean up and also gt to replendish stocks..

~~~~~~wo ai ni~~~~~~
~~believe in mir@cles~~