missing u..

dear dear just gone for two days and i am missing for very very much.. hai.. when is my dear dear going to come back from malaysia?? wish my dear dear faster faster cme back..

today working at west mall.. tomolo also.. hai.. so sian.. planning for my holiday.. all nt very confirm yet.. mon go out with dor.. tues with joce.. wed maybe ken.. thurs swimming with joce, sharon and ann ba.. fri rest at home.. wonder y my webcam don hav..

for so long..

been crying for a few hours and at last i manage to calm myself down.. my heart hurts and now my head hurts.. maybe some ppl may tink tat its tiny some matter but to mi it hurts a lot.. as i said.. anyone cn make empty promises anyone cn be untruthful, anyone can say words tat hurt, anyone cn say ting to entertain but the person is definitely nt u.. u r making mi cry so hard.. and making my heart hurt so much.. if u cnt do then don make promises.. when u does and do not do then don hide it.. don wait til i realise.. don give mi black faces when i try to find u.. don try to ask mi go when i have already reach.. i am caring for u and u say i RESTRICTING u tat u CNT BREATHE.. u say u have NO FREEDOM and i am FORCING u.. therefore from now on I have decided.. I am not going to say cannot, no and i don wan to listen to ur promises.. i am going to tink twice abt wat u say and also abt wat i say.. anyting tat u say u r doing i will oly say orh or ok.. i should not be so dumb to tink u really meant wat u say and i now doe that i wont anymore.. unless i doe u really r.. i really don doe wat to say or should i say i really really don doe how to say abt wat u have done.. there is no words to say abt how hurt i am also.. for now.. i feel tat my mind is completely blank and i feel breathless.. some sort of calm and peaceful.. maybe i should slp already.. nite..

entertainment

exams are over.. went to celebrate with classmates.. although nt all went but quite a lot le.. gt joy, meryl, TJ, CK, laifu, sylvia, iris, jin li, daphne, faith, xiang hui and mei mei.. although mei mei left quite early for meeting but at least she went.. then we went ktv.. nv been to ktv with such big crowd before.. haha.. so memorable.. after than TJ and iris go off and we go steamboat.. the smoke keep smoking my eyes and feels terrible.. they are talking abt batam.. so sad i cnt go.. the food was ok.. no comments.. talk until so late tat i almost slp.. my eyes r going to shut off.. cause i woke up very early tat day.. after we go home le.. on the way joy say gt one dessert shop de dessert very nice.. i wanted but for my mum but look at menu don doe wat to buy.. decided to just bring her to tat shop in future..

a good day which will be kept in memory.

cameron highland

went to cameron highland for 3 days 2 nite.. a lot a lot of complain.
1st don have bus no and seat no. took very very long to find bus. we anyhow sit den gt indian ppl cme up say we sitting on their seats. =(
2nd hotel couldnt get in.. my mum fren go reset the card for 3 times but still cnt.. in the end ask the guy come up open all our doors.. but lucky for my room, i try use card cn le.. but the rest cnt.. so they get in liao cnt go out le until card is correctly reset..
3rd mum complain tat strawberry farm nt gd.. diff from her imaginary strawberry farm.. cnt even c a red strawberry.. say cn pluck in the end cnt.. so disappointing..
everyday nt eat den slp waa becme fat fat liao lol.. took a lot of photo.. upload when i am free.. bough roses strawberry, corn and blah blah blah.. don doe gt enough present to give fren a nt.. mum don let mi buy too much.. sian la..