unforgiven

how i wish tat one day maybe i cn just had a car accident or wateva and lost my memory so tat i wont rmb the unhappiness in the past and forgot all the baddies.. i just want to rmb the good ones.. some tings just cnt get off my memories no matter how hard i tried.. y should i be so dumb to trust ppl tat should nt be trust?? i rather forgt everyting than to rmb the baddies.. cause good ones will always stay with mi..