Tuesday, September 15, 2009

ytd a terrible day

ytd was a terrible day.. tot it will be a happy but it turns out to be upsetting and disappointing.. i don doe wat wrong with u.. u r complaining abt tis.. complaining abt tat.. complaining abt everyting.. it the first that seeing u complaining more than 10 times or even more than 20 times.. it also the first time it makes mi feel so uncared for feel that there is someting much more important than mi in ur mind/heart.. u make mi feel as if i shouldnt have meet u.. u don seem happy to c mi.. second as if u r sick of mi and third as if i am so nt gd enough for u tat u wan to complain so much.. and it makes mi feel so terrible and making mi pondering abt it last nite making mi unable to slp.. u ask mi to look at ur good points more than ur flaws but did u ever look at mine too better than my flaws.. since u cme back from malaysia u hav been complaining non stop..

maybe it because u r going to ns but i don understand wat abt ns can make u feel so uptight or worried for.. u saying tat ur friends, ur cousin or who has broke up with their gf/bf.. so wat.. no matter hu break up it is definitely nt us.. nt u and nt mi.. so have more faith and trust in mi and also in u.. how much did i ever complain abt u before and how much u r complaining abt mi.. maybe it is just abt fat tat i am complaining but i don feel abt it anymore.. no matter u r fat, tall, u have no hair when u go ns, i will still be accompaning u through every day.. accompaning u through ns through ur saddiest and happiest moment.. the least ting u have to be upset abt is meeting up.. no matter wat i will still squeeze time for u.. and i am sure u cn also.. even if we cnt meet, we cn still sms, u r still in my heart and i am in urs.. u have my pic i hav urs.. just look at it, tink abt the happy ting and feel tat i am just beside u.. and if u tink u cnt meet ur friend u don hav to worry too.. u don meet ur fren often too.. and look at ur friends hu r in ns.. they cn still meet up with friends, meet up with us, meet up with their gf.. so stop worrying and cheer up =)..

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