Tuesday, February 11, 2014

next level

Hai.. I feel that it is getting boring.. studying is boring.. work is boring.. relationship is boring.. Study.. always boring.. hope I can finish my degree with honors.. need more discipline.. need more control.. how the hell am I going to get my degree with honor. Grrrr.. next level.. if I pass.. should I go for a cpa?? Most likely the ans should be a yes.. but probably need some break time first.. we'll see if the time is up as to when will I continue my cpa.. Working.. another boring thing.. im waiting for the new of moving to baxter.. the new experience and event that I look forward to.. although I am happy here.. but its too constant and getting bored.. even though I wanted to stay for few year before proceeding to a next job.. but still hai.. I an aiming for some management job but can I get one is unknown.. currently this change of moving to baxter at least can excite me a little.. since I am doing my work to fast have extra time on my hand which I do not know wat else I can do.. hoping this change of environment can really help to motivate to stay as I wish too.. maybe I am really the type tat can stay in one place for long. . I will get to bored.. Relationship.. constant and stagnant. . Becoming 100% Boring and uninteresting.. I really hope to move to the next level.. don wan to talk abt money and all that nonsense.. not sure if I am too eager to move to the next level to stay together or just he is to uninterested to move the relationship to next level.. I need some new thing to make it exciting. Without money jiu cannot move to next level meh? I have already think of all possible ways but still no actions taken.. how long can this relationship be constant before I burst out of boredom? Wat else can I do to prevent this constant.. we been together for 6 years.. few years of constant is really boring me out.. it just as easy as just move together stay together morning wake up able to see him wake up with a kiss not a msg one.. at nite slp able to get a real kiss too.. how hard is that? Why is there so many issues with that? Going for trip overseas islike the best ting everytime liao.. cause it is the only time that can fulfil what I want.. but is only a short tern ting.. sometimes I really wonder how can a couple been in 8-10years relationship constant.. before moving to next level.. what do they do to make it exciting? I am only in 6 and I am really bursting.. Conclusion.. maybe I just cnt stand being constant doing same stuff without new event.. without new stuff.. for work and for relationship.. I need someting new badly.. new event new memories.. new someting.. whatever that can be exciting..

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