I cant slp

I cant slp today.. Cause im disappointed today.. Been tinking abt stuff tat I wish I can don tink abt.. But its too disturbing for me.. I don even know if I can still belive my bf.. Cause every single time he makes a promise he meant it to be broken.. Every single time and repeatedly.. Even for the smallest promise.. And if promise are meant to be broken.. Then why or how would I trust to be under ur care.. Ur promise are never fulfiled.. U can promise to take care of me.. Promise never to betray me.. Promise every single ting u wan.. But can I trust u if ur promises are only meant to be broken and u will have million of excuses for breaking them.. The promise and the try? Where are they? I don see it.. Oh I do.. First few days and after tat? Gone.. Hack care.. Bo chap.. If so.. Sorry.. I cnt take a bo chap irresponsible person to be my bf anymore.. My patience has a limit and I tink I have been saying that for a year already.. Maybe is time to take action since I am seeing more and more true colors coming out from u.. And those ting tat I cnt stand and have been constantly saying.. But its just seems lik.. The more I say the more frequent the pattern is out.. If nth else change on ur promises and ur try.. Then maybe it is time because by then i will probably have already lose trust and faith..