Cant sleep

Cant sleep again today. Dont know why. I only morning drank a cup of tea. Just now felt tired keep yawning. But after suddenly so awake. Keep thinking about work. All the role and responsibility is so annoying. 

No clear role and responsibility. On top of that management is so relax and not strict. Decision drag so long to make. Operations cant proceed properly makes me on edge. Dont know why I care so much for. Not like the company is mine. But just annoyed having things left undone. Especially when is decisions i cant control but affect my work. 

Anyway as long as got money can liao lo. Sometimes I feel why let myself bother myself. 😆 Dont need to be everything perfect. If ppl drag just let it drag. Every single day pass doing nth is also money. So why so harsh on myself. Sometimes caring too much also is a problem. Need to stop myself from caring and thinking too much about others. Focus more for myself.