Lies

Honestly I dont know what to say to myself.

When you realize that everything that make you feel touched in the past just became a lie.

The moment the truth is out, your heart freeze for a moment. Before your brain can capture clearly what has been said. 

When people lie in your face just so easily. Is being honest something that cant be done anymore? Is being sincere in a relationship not what makes it long term? 

Im so disappointed. But Im not making rash decision. So taking time to register, thinking it through before making any decision. 

Because the decision Im going to be make will be final. And is moving forward never going backwards. Before I come to that, I have to understand what I wanted first. Whether is it something I feel important. 

I have this strong feeling that betrayal is coming. And I hope this feeling will not become truth. In any way, I just need to stay open minded. And be positive with my future. With whatever hits turn it to positivity and move on. 

Remember what are the goals you set for yourself is. 

Fulfil your duties

Earn for Happiness

The rest just let nature take it's course. Whether love remains or not leave it up to fate. Because one day the truth will surface. If it hasnt surface means the timing is not yet. If I cant prevent, I'll ignore and move on. 

What should matter is the present not the past. Whatever is in the past just let it go and whatever come forward dont need to be afraid because you know you are strong enough to fall and still get up. For one who dont fear your departure is not worth to be in your future.

Actions speak louder than words. Words can lie but actions will not