disappointment

SO disappointed with my dear dear.. told him so many times lik talking to the wall.. he nv listen.. stubborn.. make mi angry oly.. make mi wait for him to reply even though he doe i hates it.. say he slping nap also cn say rite.. go out fren with also nv reply.. at home also reply late.. at work also nv reply.. since he cnt be bothered, from now on, i also cannot be bothered le.. tired just repeating myself.. so I just sms him only when i tink i am free.. not going to tell mi when i nap also.. just let him wait for his sms..

last nite found out tat he isnt honest with mi also.. though to some ppl its a small matter but i hate liars.. no matter big or small.. he pretend he is slping while he is watching show.. hu doe how long he has been doing tat pretense.. his excuse was i knew u will be angry so wan slp late tat time just sms early first.. wow.. wat gd excuse.. as long as he tink i will get angry den he got the reason to lie? Den next time i also do the same lol.. i go out with fren or wat late slp late den i just lie lol.. knew he will be angry ma.. den next time go out with gal or fren late go home also will lie and say reach home le lol.. so say go out with oly guy fren.. sometimes he go out with fren already didnt say truth le.. at first say go out with guy den in the end also got gal.. say oly when i found out and ask.. den say is last min decision.. if i nv find out den don nid say lol.. off also nv say off when de.. until i found out ask den say.. next time i den don believe wat he say..

last week someting happen not just embarassment, plus devastating and frustration.. I really really really wan to send him to hell.. stab him straight in his heart and nv c him again.. jail is not enough for ppl hu are pervert.. someting that i feel lik having a anmesia and nv wan to rmb no matter wat it takes.. someting i will nv forget.. and i hope tat he die a horrible death.. best got his eyes dug out.. u cn nv imagine so it will feels.. his eyes just staring at u while u looking at him and he doesnt feels apologetic at all.. don c him take any action fast enough but oly do it slowly.. saying he didnt do on purpose.. ya rite.. hu will believe.. physotic pervert.. I nv nv nv wan to c him in my next next next and next life.. though not gd to post here as if someone c it he may feel very sad but i cnt be bothered.. ppl lik him should get torture terribly in hell.. and he can still lie through his teeth and say someting tat even dumb ppl doe it isnt true.. I really cnt explain my frustration.. it makes my blood boil and agitated even to just type it..